Its not Empty

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Saturday, November 29, 2008 ( 2:00 PM )

I AM BACK FROM GENTING <3
i just wana express my love for my fellow clarinetists, hahaa <3

genting trip is really fulfilling. its seriously bonding time up there above the clouds. and i finally prove to someone all those are clouds not fog, oh hello ! everything is nice but there but one and that is their food ):its no wonder why i can have flat stomach up there everyday. you wont have appetite thinking of the food there. i thought it was just the cafe but when i went their restaurant its still the same! ): the room is terribly small but haha i think its cozy. they push two beds together so me and weishan sleep together! oh haha! they have a small tv for me and a dressing table with a mirror( thank god they have that) but to my horror no cupboard to store my clothes but just a few clothes hanger hanging on. haha i was having some problem hanging my clothes up there cause i dunno how to remove the hanger. weishan told me they scared we steal their clothes hanger home and i got quite unhappy about how stingy they are. luckily jayme came and teach me how to remove it. oh man they were laughing at us. its a pity weishan never bring never camera and i didnt too. if not we could have taken tons of picture together ): now i have nth much to rely on for memories D:

DAY 1
already very exciting, coach 2 got a car accident. thank god we were in coach 1. Got such a big shock. the purple coach was so badly damaged that the front headset or something dropped out! scary, the stupid taxi's license should be hanged. thank god everybody was okay. weishan was commenting that woah luckily our driver looks more trustworthy and safer. i didnt dare to sms back about this big incident so yeah we reach genting highland safely(: but omg no matter what, let me urge you never go to yongpeng. no matter how hungry you are or how urgent you are and need the toilet, NEVER NEVER go to yongpeng. im serious. you will just be scare off by the tons and tons of flies charging at you. you cant stop shaking there or else the fly will come to you. i saw one landing at the person's nose. Ewww! we had our first dinner there and everyone felt so ~ after our first meal there. okay after all the food are foc. i mean okay what do you expect. then i was thinking maybe tmr will be better but im utterly wrong. after the opening ceremony, miss sia met us outside the ballroom. she started asking who were sharing rooms to ensure the roommates will sleep and have a good night rest for tmr competition. and she got really 'excited' at the sound of weishan and me together. she started screaming NO NO NO. i thought was because she thought we both will talk non stop and wont sleep but no it was because we were vain. she told weishan to ensure i will not comb my hair through out the whole night and never sleep. do i really look so vain? ): i thought i was okay): isn't jung ng much more more vain than me? haha at least i didn't paint my nails and have some bombastic hairdo and and and i didn't wear skirt or dress there. pants everyday ah! haha weishan kindly help me told her i WILL SLEEP AT 10! oh yes my lips were really not feeling well and that was my mom's warning to me. for the sake of the competition tmr, everyone did sleep early, not only me! yay clarinetists are good kids :D

DAY 2
i woke up feeling cold at 8am. Brrr, we left 2 lights on cause mountain and me were scared. i think that's the reason both of us had a really bad sleep /: mountain was a great friend up on the mountains and hills. she took care of me and compromise with all my restrictions. i was a healthy kid up there 1. are nothing spicy, sour, fried, heaty /: 2. drank lots of water everyday, everyone was taken aback 3. sleep early i am a good kid. mountain, remember by that good kid turtle neck shirt? everyone was all jittery and trying to tune and get the round nice sound in their rooms. 4pm was the time. GICC grand ballroom was the venue. my lips wasn't feeling very good that day but i just forced myself and keep on going. jayme went i were fantastic thirds up there (: everyone feel so relaxed the whole night after the competition (:

DAY 3
-we watched this boring music clip of this cute old man conducting. he still has many teeth and when he smile, he looked quite young, haha. -after that we got workshop, weishan saw her daisuke look alike. he is really quite handsome at some angle. but he looks terrible the way i see him lay his clarinet. he slouch like nothing, bad posture. *shake head* actually he cannot really play jayme realise. i like the workshop woman. her blowing is really loud, her fashion sense is cool. i got a shock when i realise she got wearing shorts with tights and boots. what a fashion. she play overture very nicely :D -then friendship concert on grease. the audience out there is really high. jayme and i went toilet. we got to wait for the school to play finish before we can enter the ballroom. and when they open the big door for you, you feel like you are a princess walking in and there's gona be a nice red carpet laid out for you. Really nice feeling! - okay day 3 is nothing much. - was it tonight? mountain and i were having some heart to heart talk. and i told her about my dad's funny diamond pronunciation (:

DAY 4
- omg its finally a free day for shopping and playing !and i must say my junior, yexin is really a spendthrift. she spend money like how i cant stop drinking water up there, scary! -i love their Sinma up there! they give out such nice pinky feminine plastic bag. that is one thing that i must say is better than Singapore's. their Sinma plastic bag is really nice! - i think i didnt really spend a lot, 2 tank tops, 1 cardigan, 1 hairband, 1 pair of earring ( for mom ) thats about all i bought there let me stop here. im very tired. does anyone want to volunteer to finish mu and spice up this post? :)

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( 1:07 PM )

i will update a long post on genting soon! i just started on the post. im waiting for the pictures and i goto go. my sis is giving a treat on crystal jade. hoooray!

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Friday, November 21, 2008 ( 12:57 PM )

its back to haunt me yet again...
its back to torture me yet again...

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Sunday, November 16, 2008 ( 12:46 PM )

SCARY Genting trip is like only 8 days away !
i bet my mom is excited too. she tells me she is always happy when im away in camps and stuff, she says she finally can have some peace and time to rest. but never mind i know she will miss me :DD HEEHEE! she have started helping me to pack my stuff. i bought my disposable undies and she helped me packed my medicine kit and toiletries already. you see, she's really excited arent she.

i have edited my scores many times, each time adding more little notes and things to take note of and im colouring all the ff and ' ^ ' , ' >' and stuff. sitting with jayme to play is nice, i feel more confident cause i can hear her sound, this assures me im playing the right thing (: its really sad that karyn is playing alto, now this leaves only jayme, me , yexin and luckily cheryl joined us (: if not the three of us is going to be overpowered by the big big seconds ): i cant stop applying my lip balm and all the cream, the long hours of prac are killing my lips. i think i should go for my appointment to the skin centre to get some new lip cream. i cant imagine what syf band prac is going to be like, so i definitely need to stock up my lip creams and everything.

Genting is exciting, i just hope i wont freeze up there. and im really hoping to get a room above the clouds, i got one the last time i went there. and its so cool, you open the window and look down, and you see the clouds below you! you feel like you are in heaven! however there is this annoying person who corrected me and say its merely fog >:(

tomorrow its band outing to the west coast. im at the station alone. alright im gona be nice and go solo.

the radio keeps me happy,

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ( 8:23 PM )

I have muscle aches all over, my thighs and my arms.
i think i squat too long during bio spa. cause i think i pour the wrong amount of salt solution and distilled water in my petri dishes so i decided to re pour everything. thats why i need 4 bottle of sucrose solution( okay 3 bottles from my classmates). to makes matter worse, i dunno why but my bottle of distilled water is LEAKING! hence the more water i squeezed, the water it leaked, in the end, my area is sort of a bit flooded.. DD: water everywhere ! i bet im the only one in the whole cohort who made the floor so wet ! so thats how i got muscles aches at my thighs. i am currently trying my best to avoid all stairs cause i have problem climbing down. it hurts so badly!
then i am starting to think that clarinet is a heavy instrument. my poor thumb is becoming deformed. i need to get myself another thumbrest asap. then after every prac, it will become red and pinkish D: weishan is suggesting me plaster in the meanwhile. i think i goto make a trip to yamaha soon again! hais how much money have i spend on clarinet accessories already !
and i tell you if you haven watch sing to the dawn, DONT watch! its not niceee at all! i got so bored, i just kept munching on my popcorn till i got sick of the taste of popcorn. now when i smell popcorn, i feel like vomitting. i want to watch high school musical! :D

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Saturday, November 08, 2008 ( 6:04 PM )

biology spa on Tuesday! they say its easy but im still abit scared. the previous chemistry spa i made all sort of stupid and careless mistake > : ( it must not happen this time round. i must get 10 marks! but its so hard to cut with the blunt knifes and rusty penknife that they provide me with. can i bring my own, heehee : D
lessons and school are actually quite fun. i got 2 mates to play daidi with me, but one is going China next week already ):

let me tell you something dumb. Sarah actually thought that hi- five the kiddy show actually is called hi-five because the its showing me is at 5pm. last time its showing time was 5pm and she got really confused when the showing time is changed to 6pm. luckily, that was when she was young.

i shall go learn my bio spa and do my lateee homework): its the holidays but the teachers are still giving us a lot ): and they teach damm fast ): so ciao!

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Friday, November 07, 2008 ( 9:45 PM )

i just reached home, like 45 mins ago.
the poetry program is so lateee till 8pm ): the sky was so dark! going home when the sky is dark from the school is scary. some of them were like quite entertaining lah but its just that i cannot understand their poems. but i was a good girl, i never talk and i tried very hard to make it seem as if they were talking such interesting stuff. haha (: the teachers were all stationed there and walking about. there was a cute baby with big eyes there :D i enjoyed myself more looking at her big eyes :D

so band is actually having a band outing! like wow i wonder how it will turn out. but.. what can we do at the west coast?! i never like going to the coasts and beaches. cause i can neither cycle nor rollar blade. last time my class outing, they told me to rent a bike and they told me i can learn how to cycle and so i did. but at the end of 1 hour or so, i gave up ): i saw my friend, who was also learning with me together, she fell and i was scared of falling down and having wound. so after trying so hard for 1 hour, i gave up and i just left the bicycle there. i dunno why people enjoy going to the beaches. you just come back all red and burnt and chao tar. whats so fun?
she scolded me for being slack. but in what way. during the hols, i went all the way to 2 different branches of yamaha in a day to buy reed cause they didnt have the size and the other one had somne revonatino on, so i can do some prac at home. is that counted slack. and i always bring home my instru. every friday without fail. i dont understand.
okay my show is starting in a min. the last episode so ciao!