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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
this post shall be in point form, I'm saying random things that are so incoherent
i went quite a few blogs and read their posts and all are so emo and that set me into the emo mood too ):
then i start pondering and thinking about emo things which made me feel really sad.
i think I'm really a failure when i feel sad because of others' action. however sadly i haven found a remedy/ solution to solve this problem.
its FRIDAY! again sadly, i have a lot of homework this week. however giok has decided to be good girl this weekend and do my chemistry and maths and physics ( i doubt i know how to answer a single question though D: ) and study for Chinese, yeah. this is my life after all. how i wish my life is more interesting.
maybe i need to learn to be contented. wow i am doing self reflection. i think this is more effective than reflection day in school.
i suddenly got huge desire to write cards and letters to people. but to who and what to write about, i have no idea. Yes, the paper is empty.
no one like to be left out, and this is one for all the things that i fear, like seriously. i am suddenly feeling scared. i cant give myself a reason to stop. once it starts, one thought lead to another and it goes on and on like a wheel that keeps turning. after a umpteen times, after many many scary thoughts i finally draw myself out. but by then I'm already scared stiff.
i always only treasure things when i lose it or beginning to lose it. sometimes you can get 'it' back ,sometimes you cant. and when i cant, i gets super depressed and this feeling is really horrible, real horrible. the 'it' refers to all kind of things, it is not just a 'it'. nah not that simple. life has never been simple
i think i have written such a long and emo post. its been ages since i do this. everyone needs to let down their hair and goes crazy once in a while.
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Friday, October 24, 2008 ( 11:33 PM )
this post shall be in point form, I'm saying random things that are so incoherent
i went quite a few blogs and read their posts and all are so emo and that set me into the emo mood too ):
then i start pondering and thinking about emo things which made me feel really sad.
i think I'm really a failure when i feel sad because of others' action. however sadly i haven found a remedy/ solution to solve this problem.
its FRIDAY! again sadly, i have a lot of homework this week. however giok has decided to be good girl this weekend and do my chemistry and maths and physics ( i doubt i know how to answer a single question though D: ) and study for Chinese, yeah. this is my life after all. how i wish my life is more interesting.
maybe i need to learn to be contented. wow i am doing self reflection. i think this is more effective than reflection day in school.
i suddenly got huge desire to write cards and letters to people. but to who and what to write about, i have no idea. Yes, the paper is empty.
no one like to be left out, and this is one for all the things that i fear, like seriously. i am suddenly feeling scared. i cant give myself a reason to stop. once it starts, one thought lead to another and it goes on and on like a wheel that keeps turning. after a umpteen times, after many many scary thoughts i finally draw myself out. but by then I'm already scared stiff.
i always only treasure things when i lose it or beginning to lose it. sometimes you can get 'it' back ,sometimes you cant. and when i cant, i gets super depressed and this feeling is really horrible, real horrible. the 'it' refers to all kind of things, it is not just a 'it'. nah not that simple. life has never been simple
i think i have written such a long and emo post. its been ages since i do this. everyone needs to let down their hair and goes crazy once in a while.
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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