Its not Empty

e m P t Y

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Monday, April 28, 2008 ( 8:52 PM )

>:(
i dont know where's my pencil case? did i leave it on the bus. i took it out when i was digging for my pouch izit. i actually wanted to turn around and walk back and double check today but i just wanted to save face and dont look stupid walking back to my seat then walk back again. serves me right. or did i just leave it on my table or under my table in school?(: please tell me yes.
i went for hair cut and it got screwed. i dont have the xiang qing or xiangqing friend nice nice fringe anymore. oh thanks man, hairdresser. i decided my ambition is to be a hairdresser so that i can always cut my own fringe. or maybe find a man who is a famous, superb hair cutting skills.

too angry to continue a sad sad st john island post. shall postpone it to the weekend. rawr rawr.

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Saturday, April 26, 2008 ( 6:14 PM )

rawr i know i have been leaving my blog dead for ages /: i finally found something very nice to blog today which is my sec3 camp! *ta da* this is like the first time i really enjoyed a camp. i mean of all the camps that i have gone, this is my favorite one :D
YUAN SHAN ROCKS, and so does MOZZ! ( i realise i seems to like all the shan people)
im really really glad i went man, my mom was allowing me not to go if i got pu pu.. thank god pu pu was gone on the day it went. cause actually to be honest, i wasn't looking forward to the camp. i feel so sian when i think of becoming a chao tar woman with mo beng legs after coming back from the camp. and to add on, i was very sad when i wasnt in the same group as limin, nerice, siewcheng and gang. but now although i HAVE become a CHAO TAR WOMAN with MO BENG LEGS, im feeling very happy and contented.
im gona recount the whole thing, if you dont want to know what happen to giok that made her turn tanned and mo beng legs but still very happy, then dont read on >:D
it all started in the forum.. we met all the instructors there then i saw my super energetic instructor, yuan shan<3 running down the forum stairs and xiong ba walking slowly behind! HAHA! then i couldnt stop laughing when i heard the name he gave himself. it was a MUST to wear track pants and i don't like them cause they made your thighs look X2! then i was looking stupid trying to squeeze the excess cloth together. first we took a bis to marina pier. the moment i alighted from the bus, i finally understand why the teachers made us wear track pants. there were so MANY CHINA, INDIAN MAN there. i have no intention of being racist or anything but they look and stare at you in a weird way~ and i got pretty freaked out. then we took a ferry there! i realize i wont get seasick(:
continued another day.. im tired. heee!

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Friday, April 18, 2008 ( 9:17 PM )

im super annoyed. its friday! tomorrow is weekend. why cant i watch my show. they complain im chasing show everyday. at first i thought it was bcos they were unhappy i was watching them on weekdays and there was school tomorrow. but now tomorrow its the weekend! why cant i watch? my world dont revolve around studies and studies and studies you know? are you mad and wants me to study for 24hours and no tv and no computer games for me. you think you are so smart, why dont you show me how you do it. how can a person possibly study non stop without any relaxation. correct me if im wrong. am i really having the wrong thinking? or must i go study study study. i already swear to myself that after i finished my this show, i will not continue with the second season. im like trying to rush it out as fast as possible so that i wont keep thinking about it and i wont keep chasing them and have no mood to study. im already at episode 29 now. its just 1 more episode. why cant you just let me watch in peace

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ( 7:49 PM )

i feel like a fat pig. i am practically munching on something EVERY HOUR. i should just be banned from the kitchen. i had my lunch at 330 and 3hours later i can have my dinner. its a disgusting feeling.. to feel your stomach go fat and bulging out and back to normal again every few hours.
im limiting myself from watching too much shows and concentrating on my studies, yay! im trying to be good girl(: i was saddened by my oral and biology so i decided to do something about it, its time to be hardworking, ciao!

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Friday, April 11, 2008 ( 10:47 PM )

Oral was so terrible! how could i have blank out? im angry with myself >:( RAWR RAWR!
it wasnt that chen fang lao shi look scary or anything but i got so scared then i never look at her, instead i chose to look at those shrubs with barely any flowers on them along the corridor..
IM SO SUPER ANNOYED WITH MYSELF!
the st.john island camp is coming): can you ever imagine me canoing or trying to do some rock climbing under the hot and sunny sun? quite not right.. im pretty worried about the standard of cleanliness and hygiene also, especially the dormitory. will it be muddy or maybe water dripping from the roof? or so many mosquitoes that you can hear some buzzing at your ear? i better remember to bring mosquito repellent and sunblock! i need to go buy them soon.. what brand? i dunno what brand is good. i think i should think all my creams and medicine there.
i told my sister and she suggest that they will help me write a letter to inform them about my sensitive skin and better not go. well.. cos when i was young, when i get exposed to too much sun, some terrible things will happen. i cant really remember what izit, but the doctor say till like so serious and severe and grave like that. anyway what if xiao hong come eh? so inconvenient and uncomfortable.. imagine all the sweat mixing with the, ah hem.. gross~ i mean how can you possibly survive if you having xiao hong? it will be so xin ku, doing all the vigorous activities under the sun, with a stomachache, slogging around.
haiyo):
im looking forward to monday! siew cheng is bringing me something funny :D

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Monday, April 07, 2008 ( 3:33 PM )

i think i breathe in too much 'toxic' gases during chemistry experiment today DD: and the potato that decomposes made it so much worse. i realise sec3 science is filled up smelling smelly stuff ): i need to get rid of those toxic in my body. smelling those awful stuff make me very uneasy. tomorrow there is SIX rounds! giok jiayou(: you can make it! biology test): there is so much to study): my brain need more MB, its filled up with too much its start with a kiss stuff. i cant held it, i just keep smiling to myself when i think of the show. im just going berserk!
you know the band sec2 girl sandy who keeps smiling to herself during band? i guess she perhaps she watched that show too? and she's perhaps experienced the same thing as me?(: smiling to herself when she think of those sweet sweet scenes? :D i shall ask her when i see her(: tomorrow there is jayme and weishan to talk about my show(: and gwyneth told me something shocking today! i am feeling uneasy again!

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Sunday, April 06, 2008 ( 9:55 PM )

There are so many tests next week and there is Chinese oral DD: there should have an cca stand down(: i need time, im short of precious time. *exasperated*

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Friday, April 04, 2008 ( 8:51 PM )

Oh No. my lips peeled today): izit coming back DD: NOO I DUNWAN!
today i went for the kuSONG seminar/ lecture without lunch. the teacher released us at like 230 then we goto rushed to the forum to board the bus. by the time, the seminar was half way through, nerice, xinyuun and my stomach was like hungry like mad already. and i realised i have been spelling hungry wrongly for ages. i spelled it as hungAry instead of hungry. no one corrected me anyway till today nerice was pointing out to me.
恶作剧之吻（: is really make me crazy and im just getting addicted to jiang zhi shu more and more as i watched the show.
okay i really got to attend to my lips ): im worried and panicking :C