Its not Empty

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Sunday, December 16, 2007 ( 11:21 AM )

Yesterday i woke up, i wore my specs and i felt like fainting D: so i decided to sms calista to apply for 'time-off' so i went at 2plus while the rest went at 12noon. when i got there i just started playing for 5mins and then it was lunch time!!(: pizza makes me bloated although i only ate one slice with alot of cheese. then i went back in and try to teach xinlin to play but my attempt failed luh.
okay i decided to be nicer to her although she~ oh well..

changing to band-u is exciting! we were quarrelling whether to put the zip behind on the left or on the right and we were quarrelling whether to fold the skirt in or out. HAHAHA and for the very FIRST TIME i didn't wear shorts beneath the skirt and it feels weird and empty when i sit on the chair, i could almost feel my butt la. then there was someone keep patting on my butt but i cant remember who izit /: after going to music room to tune and play abit we went off the bus and we were off!(: me and Gwyneth were expectionally quiet and Jayme and Deborah were behind laughing away and singing away.
Jayme: GIOKK! what size are you!!
me: XS!! ( very proud of myself and saying very loudly)
and after that Jayme and Deborah kept laughing like mad!
hais did you get the joke, i didnt. i thought they were refering to my skirt la, i didnt know they were referring to the.. you know **winkwink** the rest all get leh, i was like the only one!! Cassandra and mag was like size 1, i dunno what they talking also. what is WH?? jayme wants a red carpet to walk and i wanted a special door just for us. in the end we got none. we entered walked on concrete floor and a door for loading and unloading goods.

and IMM simply look like a warehouse factory la, then we walked in through the warehouse door right and everybody in the shopping mall was staring at our blue and red band uniform! we walked through those food shop, ice cream shop, MacDonald, furniture shop etc etc. then i was damm happy, we entered shopping mall, ITS INDOOR INDOOR INDOOOOR! i was like damn happy :DD holding room looks like the corridor you walked through to the toilets.
i was trying to set up the stand, i unscrew the screw and 'TACKKK' the stand pole shut down and collaposed on my thumb. it cut a slit on my thumb, at first i thought it was okay, so i continued setting up my stand till.. it suddenly become very painful, i take a look and there was BLOOD, not just a dot but one whole blot goozing out of the slit D: i was scared. i screamed for plaster. thankyou shokling for that small and cute plaster. but there was not enough cushion or something, i couldnt play, it hurt like mad and i could feel the blood wetting the plaster! i couldnt press the 'f' hole button. i panic, without pressing the button, i can only play open g, a, and b flat, not evening tuning note?! i was scared, very. what if miss sia wana tune one by one? i was scared then i just.. 'wash my eyes' it was until chole came to my rescue! she gave my another plaster then i put double plaster and i tried. i wasn't so painful :DD and deborah forgot to take her concert file, she left on the bis DD: so she and gwyneth and calista got to share. yeahh so we went to stage, we took the lift the down and walked OUT of the shopping mall, well it was OUTDOOR after all. and miss sia was right, it WAS on the 3rd floor! and i told them i neh go IMM before and they didn't believe me. it was hot, i was sweating like no one's business. i was wearing triple layer, mind you. blazer was SUPER thick. i play halfway, i wipe my sweat. and xinlin dad couldn't stop taking photo, i bet he caught a few of me wiping my sweat, adjusting my specs and everything la!
then i went to the toilet, i rush in and almost wanted to enter till i saw this china woman staring at me, i thought she was queuing so i ask her if she was. she was like: No no! im only looking at your clothes( in mandarin of course) like what luh, the band uniform again!
refreshment was okay, haha i decided many people not to eat the drumstick, haha you will look unglam! then we went back, oh my i didnt know karyn like to sing!
and poor natalie, her swap got stuck in her basson D: but its gona be okay she sending to some shop tiffany reccomend to reapir it. i didnt know how should i go home. bus, taxi, hitch to ride to amk mrt or call my dad? i call nat and dad? no reply. should i walk to the bus stop and i saw 265 coming.. zooom and it was gona cassandra and carina went up. no one at the bus stop, if i wait alone so scary, yeah luckily one taxi came! but i only got 5bucks, but the uncle was nice. and somehow taxxi fare only cost $5.20. the uncle say the 20cent was okay(: nice nice(: i went back home exhausted but i still came to see my new motorala ad! look!