Its not Empty

e m P t Y

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ( 5:22 PM )

CIP alone is rather boring at first but when you got something to do, its okay. went cip alone early in the morning. i really mean early when i say early! i woke by at 7 so that i can reach there at 8am. so early right! and i did 5hours today(: all the way till 1plus in the afternoon leh, so great arent i?(: ALONE somemore, dont count that adidas fat guy la. useless guy, dont even talk to me at all.

and i think cip is really meaningful, you will feel very happy doing it. as in YOU KEEP GETTING PRAISED BY PEOPLE. the very first thing i heard when i got there was: 'xiao jie, you very pretty!!' the manager says!! then there was this worker there commenting on my very nice pants, asking me where she can get a pair. and she was worried if they got her size. 'aiyo i bought from adult shop one, not kiddy shop, sure can find one!' i told her and she got so happy and smiled at me the whole day! :DD and that kept me energised and good mood the whole morning(: and they told me i very hardworking and i very strong!!(: hahaha! FIRST time someone actually say im strong! YAY! hahaha, but actually my arms were aching after that but its okay! the praised is worthwhile(: i have ever received so many compliments and praise before within such few hours. yeah so i shall go back on friday. they dont open tmr, public holiday D: ahh i know this sounds cheapo but they offered me free lunch!! hey im not cheapo! but i did refused, you see. but they push it into by hands! so i got no choice.
there is this lady, karen who is very nice and there was this auntie not being very nice to me at the start and dont want to give me work, made me so bored. but later she suddenly like me and smile at me. you know the feeling is very good and pleasant, when somebody dont like you at the start, but after a while start to like you. i shall stick to karen on friday(:

hais the only thing i not very happy is that they say im too skinny! and they didnt believe me when i told them i wasnt on diet. they told me not to be frightened to be fat? weird..
but i still like them(: