Its not Empty

e m P t Y

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Monday, November 26, 2007 ( 3:01 PM )

im like so bored~ at home. i cant possibly go out everyday cause i think its bad for the skin. i heard from the cosmetics salesgirl. so my sister bought this facial cream so that your skin wont worsen or become rougher or whatever 5years down the street or something if you go out everyday like working etcetc. so from that day onwards i decide as much as possible not to go out everyday and get in touch with all those dust and smoke from the heavy traffic. how polluted!

i have start to get sick of shopping and fitting rooms. cause every time we go shopping, my mom would take manymanymany clothes off the hangers and pile them into my arms. then i will be like ahhh~ and enter the fitting room and change out and into, out and into, out and into the clothes. then all these actions cause all the dust to dance happily in the air then they start irritating my sensitive nose then i will feel sick and water eyes then keep sneezing NON STOP! this's the time when you should stay away on me cause i will be so upset. i yank the clothes off me yank my own back on and stormed out and my mood will be spoilt for quite a few hours.. so i have been avoiding shopping for quite a few days already. but my mom gona pull me go shopping sometime after im back from band camp. besides i have decided i need to go J8, to collect my card and magazine so i shall go out with her on the same day since i need to collect my stuff.

oh gosh, tomorrow is band camp! band prac for more than 3hours! should i go prac? **grab my mirror and take a look** but what if.. i had like 15mins prac on saturday then immediately noticed it was a bad choice, should have done it on sunday. impatient giok~ **shakehead** i shall go prac today for a while then see how izit. if lt likes it then i will continue for a while longer but not tomorrow i will put in my best best BEST effort not to get kicked out. i just learned to depend on myself last thursday and not on Cassandra or Jayme to help me cause it isnt gona work when she comes prowling on you one by one and set you to sit outside music room then she starts droning on and on you to play. i have already decided my next year 15th birthday wish and yes it got to do with it. haahaa bet you isnt getting what im talking about. but thats okay(:

my *** hurts now. OUCH !! its ending already and i dont have the slightest idea why its hurting! tomorrow its band camp, no hurting tomorrow, hurt all you want now, alright.

where can i set my target on for selling fiesta tickets? i only sold 70bucks): 130bucks more to go DDD: