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giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
i rested for 2 days and im back blogging!!(:
i got a sudden urge and impulsion to earn money cause i wana buy myself toys. hahaha! toys as in xbox that kind la, not those kiddy kiddy soft toy or anything :DD my mom got me to pack my 'abandoned' toys which have been in the storeroom for ages and i haven touch them for ages. i refused to throw them away, i thought its good to keep as souvenir of my past. and i got such a shock to see my teletubby PO still inside!(: i even got a bed for her. i made my mom sew a small pillow and blanket for it la. then she also got a milk bottle and another small bear to accompany her. hahaha, i did all those stuff when i was young. then today i saw all these. i was like laughing at myself.
my mom was like fed up at me cause the storeroom is all filled wth my 'abandoned' toys, yeah and that includes my 'newer' collection of my barbie dolls! haha! their hair still look very nice and straight and untangled can! still in top condition, so i didnt want to throw them away/: besides it was the 'newer' collection cause i already threw some away a few years ago. and today i threw away my supermarket barbie collection DD:
i think today is another wasted day): im feeling angry at myself.
cassandra say eeeee when she know i like lee joon-ki): mountain got like him before so she told me not bad! yexin and christine also think he's shuai can! (: i think he's so pretty with his reborn hair! i like pretty guys ♥♥♥ especially those who got big eyes O.O
Finally back from band camp!(:
so tiring man. i think i slim down can; cause i ate so little and sleep so little !! okay i quite like my group: Rachel( MY super brave AGL, see i remember your name!!), yexin, danica, xin yun and bernette! i think im a total loser, what a GL can. my AGL was like so much braver than me/: im only good at entertaining them :DD
i think day games was totally gruesome. my group 1st station must drink like four 1.5litres bottles of water. like oh my god, after drinking i felt like puking so i decided to bring my group go eat sweet, thankyou xin yun for the fruitella((: which really made me felt better if not i would have vomited later. then got some wasabi eating :( HOTTTT! i only use my teeth to scrape some and my mouth was like burning and bcos i use my teeth to scrape it.. it got STUCK IN MY TEETH!! then i couldnt come out then i got to use the water cooler to like wash it off then throughout the day games, i had the taste of wasabi in my mouth, tasting it bit by bit. fairytale was gruesome to the core, it got my panty WET! the water went in DDD: then i got so frantic i couldnt stop hitting my AGL! the worst was the family lounge which i was dreading ever since i saw mountain eating till so poor thing! but luckily i got a very brave AGL who was eating and eating the ginger and garlic unlike dancia who only steal cucumber from the container! i was so smart, i made myself onion sandwich with cucumber, but of course i puke it out later.
after eating all those disgusting stufff during day games, i lost my appetite for lunch and ate barely half of my lunch. band prac was just like an average band prac but i got told off talking to ye xin when i just realised she know and like the cute korean guy i like also((: christine seow also know!! oh my god i damm happy!i finally understand why mountain so happy got christine to discuss jap guys with(: my group was so loving, we bathe together at the same time so nobody felt left out(: but dancia and yexin was like sharing water, awww so poor thing! dinner somehow, i only ate 1 slice of pizza, think i talk and laugh too much. cassandra and weishan was being just so disgusting. i wonder who ate the slice that the sausage drop on the floor and table. izit mr LWW? he was like staring at us cause i was laughing at him eating our pizza:) i didnt know swearing in supposed to sec1 present! so in the end mountain and i cheered so loud for them and made them felt so popular!!
night games was fun and screammy! haha i think i scream a bit too much than i expected/: but i like the night games group cause i was big then i feel more safe. mountain was totally brave cause we sort of pair up then we walk together. of course mountain and i pair up, she was like super brave! i was like screaming my head off and pulling her back while she was like so calm and trying to make me walk! but luckily i didnt touch a single chicken head or skin or claw nor any pig trotter or whatever raw raw thing. but mountain was damm brave, she found most of the clue la! i didnt get the red badge game station. i didnt know why i need to move, then they were like chasing me off the seat, asking me to move? Hahaha! but luckily i manage to escape and got no forfit :DD i got damm freak out at the big big mirror cause there got like so many MANY weird weird'ghost' i damm scared cause it was dark, i canot see the face.me and mountain and belle was holding hand at first walking in then in the end i lost belle hand cause she ran up, then mountain went also. then i was like stuck in one corner, cornered by all the weird weird' ghost' DDD: then i was screaming the hell. then we intended to scare the ghost with the pervert alarm but i was screaming and pressing then i think the screaming overpowered the alarm so i press press press couldnt hear like that): they were CHARGING AT ME and they use broom to sweep my feet and the gong almost burst my eardrums, damm loud and freaky. and that place STINKS, i thought they poured urince there, so smelly, in the end it was only pig trotter or intestine or dunoe what which STINKS like madddd DDDD: luckily mountain came down again to come and save me <33
movie was scary.. to ME. i NEVER watch horror movie. the only horror movie i watch when i was damm young cause i was damm young and dont understand the movie at all so i wasnt scared.it was like damm boring at first cause i catch no ball? i dont dare to watch then half the time i was hiding behind my sleeping bag! the movie got some psycho man and the face look so scary): but luckily this time round i never pull anyone shirt or bra :DD then play cards with big group of people ((: big group is nice! slept at like 330am or 4am. woke up to mountain jap song alarm, damm tired! we had fun entertaining ourselves with doing cca fair stickers. at first we were doing like so ugly but we look at some others then we look at ours, hahaha QUITE NICE WHAT! play daidi and cheat, today is my lucky day! i keep winning mountain in daidi. hahaha, today her unlucky day. i also got win natalie! jayme was pathetic at cheat. christine and gwywth kept bullying her, and she dont even know how to fight back, damm funny! ended up home lugging my fat bag, hand full of sleeping bag and clarinet, almost died. i was like taking one small step at a time, slowly slowly walk. i got no energy at all):
im like so bored~ at home. i cant possibly go out everyday cause i think its bad for the skin. i heard from the cosmetics salesgirl. so my sister bought this facial cream so that your skin wont worsen or become rougher or whatever 5years down the street or something if you go out everyday like working etcetc. so from that day onwards i decide as much as possible not to go out everyday and get in touch with all those dust and smoke from the heavy traffic. how polluted!
i have start to get sick of shopping and fitting rooms. cause every time we go shopping, my mom would take manymanymany clothes off the hangers and pile them into my arms. then i will be like ahhh~ and enter the fitting room and change out and into, out and into, out and into the clothes. then all these actions cause all the dust to dance happily in the air then they start irritating my sensitive nose then i will feel sick and water eyes then keep sneezing NON STOP! this's the time when you should stay away on me cause i will be so upset. i yank the clothes off me yank my own back on and stormed out and my mood will be spoilt for quite a few hours.. so i have been avoiding shopping for quite a few days already. but my mom gona pull me go shopping sometime after im back from band camp. besides i have decided i need to go J8, to collect my card and magazine so i shall go out with her on the same day since i need to collect my stuff.
oh gosh, tomorrow is band camp! band prac for more than 3hours! should i go prac? **grab my mirror and take a look** but what if.. i had like 15mins prac on saturday then immediately noticed it was a bad choice, should have done it on sunday. impatient giok~ **shakehead** i shall go prac today for a while then see how izit. if lt likes it then i will continue for a while longer but not tomorrow i will put in my best best BEST effort not to get kicked out. i just learned to depend on myself last thursday and not on Cassandra or Jayme to help me cause it isnt gona work when she comes prowling on you one by one and set you to sit outside music room then she starts droning on and on you to play. i have already decided my next year 15th birthday wish and yes it got to do with it. haahaa bet you isnt getting what im talking about. but thats okay(:
my *** hurts now. OUCH !! its ending already and i dont have the slightest idea why its hurting! tomorrow its band camp, no hurting tomorrow, hurt all you want now, alright.
where can i set my target on for selling fiesta tickets? i only sold 70bucks): 130bucks more to go DDD:
okay here's the camp band kit that i promised to churn out for mountain(its very detailed arent it?) :
yesterday band
Band was super tiring yesterday D: we faced her the whole of band prac under the hot sun outside. so Hot! i just knew that the performance is outdoor! haha, i thought it was indoor in the shopping mall. at the end of the day, my lips were like chilly red or something. and the skin was like dangling there, half dangling, half intact. i feel so~ argh! hais, giok needs practice over the weekend! i got to strengthen my eyesight and make sure i can see all the tweeeny weeeny notes((: all those running notes or what izit called the compact compact one..♫ ya a lot of that sticking together..
miss sia kept asking us to play allgero which is like all the running notes part? we repeated and repeated outside at the hot sun! so not before long i lost my concentration easily and my fingers gave way then i got lost. then i got to try to get in with them at next bar or something. all bcos of the stupid heat >:( i envy those in the music room eh. stupid giok, why are so stupid! why cant you play music? you are so a goner. and i got no idea why you came band when you are so stupid/: at first i thought no music background is okay, just put in double effort and now my lips wont allow the double effort. see giok is so pathetic. and her sightreading just sucks! enough about it, lets talk about something happier..
today with june ng!
went out with jung ng today. i think i dress very mature today! a very nice black top and jeans and a small small bag(: and oh my god, i thought i can give myself some HIGH heel training so i wore my sister's heels, oh my god at the end of the day my poor legs were feeling so sore): im a poor high heel person. hais): back to my low heel and flats(: and whats worse? i SPOILED my sister's heels DDD: in the end i got scolding and my sister banned me from wearing her precious SUPER NICEEE OP slippers which mom intended to let me bring to band camp.
we didn't even had any idea where to go. we just came out and lunch at j8 then we just any-o-how decide, point a place on the mrt map then off we go. thanks goodness nobody from st.nicks or primary school saw me! i didn't really like meeting people. i got such a shock when i met gloria, but she's still nice and okay!(: but i saw someone at my house bus stop! i got such a big big shock! i got to look down all the way and walk and walk all the way to the bus stop then i got to hide behind the bus catalogue board (or whatever it is called) till she got on the bus. June wanted to come out and buy flats but in the end no flats. Plaza Sing is great no shopping place luh. only got some rubbish shop. you only can go there to play ARCADE(: and take neoprints and watch movie!!! i didnt bring much money out so after lunch and movie, i only left 2bucks): so i decided not to go arcade): i so looooong never play already DD: although we didn't walk or shop alot at plaza sing but i walked till i dropped. with those heels, i couldn't walk continuously for more than 2hours):
OMG HERO is damm nice! we were like panicking cos when we got there, its about showing time for all the shows. in the end i wanted to watch hero cause my sister keep saying it was very nice and since Lynette also said so we went to watch HERO which was a good choice(: my 8bucks were worth it, just that the female lead wasn't pretty.. what then June was so weird in the cinema. she do shadow on the wall and suddenly look left look right, all sorts of queer actions and she kept kicking the chair in front( cause she was very cold, we wasn't intending to watch movie so our dressing abit not suitable) till the boy turn around and stare at her! i thought what happened?! /: violent June! i was so cold that i got to let down my hair to cover my shoulder which wasnt my intention. my hair tie so long, got hair mark already): then i got to keep COMBING and COMBING! then my top's sleeve kept dropping, i dunno why also? ): i think if the hero guy, mu cun something something.. will be very shuai if he got a nicer hairstyle!!
during the movie, june's mom kept calling so we called for the day after the movie then she went to meet her mom to shop.
I DON'T LIKE IT >:( NOT AT ALL! this is like so irritating? you keep saying what? she's showing favouritism to me, being biased? take a look at yourself la please. you are the one that has the irritating character that people dont like perhaps?
YOU ARE ALWAYS QUARRELLING WITH ME, LIKE AT ALL TIMES? almost over every single small and minor and trivial incident. you like to fight over who reads the newspapers first and who get to choose what tv programme we watch and whether i can borrow your bag and whether you can read my magazine and who do the dishes when mom instructed YOU to do it and who uses the computer and who tidy the bed when mom get YOU to do it. and you are always so particular about people sitting on your chair or my clothes or my butt touching your bed sheet for just a second? and there you go sitting on my chair when you just came back from outside all dirty and full of germs, knowing that im quite hygiene conscious? and she go YELLING and screaming when i displease you, then why cant i yell and scream as well? the worst part about you is that you are just so _ _ _ _ _ _! even he and she and she says so.
and what i don't like most about you is that it seems like you can always use my things even without my permission and i cant use your stuff at all even if i did asked for permission nicely? those things that are yours will always remain in your premises and not allowed to be shared. SO YOU DONT COME OUT OF YOUR PREMISES AND START USING OTHERS STUFF THEN! since you are so~
i wonder if it is accurate? people from EGYPT and UNITED KINGDOM comes here? abit not possible right? haha! is anybody on holiday there or something? im doubting the accuracy of it now. that day i got some croatia? i dont even know where is that place! o.o
i think im super guai today! i woke up like sooo super early! like9am! so early right? i have not woken up so early for ages. 11pm is the ideal time to wake up. and i think band can make people slim down, seriously! on normal school days, i have 5 meals:
1.breakfast
2.recess
3.lunch
4.dinner
5.junk supper
normal right? then during the holiday band i only have like 2 meals?
1.breakfast
2.dinner
like so poor thing right? i wake up at 11am then i eat breakfast then i rushed off for band. then go there 'exercise' blow and blow and blow till my stomach like so hungry, skip my lunch somemore. normally my lunch is like 1plus or two 2 which is band time so i goto skip it DDD: like so poor thing la. then blow halfway,my stomach like dont feel very good. but okay la i need some slimming down after all. i want to buy HULA HOOP! i think if i play the hula hoop everyday i can get flat stomach((: i need to shed weight off my thigh and butt toooo! yeah! slim down, here i comeeeeeeeeee! eat less and go blow more? if my lips strong enough?
i got a shock today. i broke up with red lips, dried blood at the corners of my lips DDD: so shocking. it bleed. my lips dont usually bleed .. oh god what happened to my poor lips DDD: and no one told me somemore then i went outside walk her walk there then eat breakfast in the public. no wonder there is this man staring at me. i didnt know): i forgot to bring my mirror out! D: till i come back then i went to check my lips then i saw red BLOOOOD! dried blood somemore. please buck up and recover. there's more to come tomorrow eh!
p.s. you see my links there? A link called dawn yang. OMG she damm pretty and got nice figure. flat stomach! <33
Natalie wants me to tell her how was band today. i can just use one word: embarrassing!
i think my dry split hair ends hair are getting nicer can? but my sis yesterday spoiled it all): rawrr. i have been using my new silkpro shampoo for one week already and i also have been very very hardworking applying some dunno what Italy hair cream or dunno what liquid on my hair everyday already. i thought my hair was getting better already can then i was so happy. i mean slowly getting better, its only one week after all. in the past i used to be very lazy using all those hair cream and dunno what hair moisturising liquid sort of stuff one but after that incident
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i think i better use everyday to save one who got weak heart and those who gona sleep with me or near me during band camp(: im so wei da(:
you see my sister and i sleep in the same room:DD then in the middle of the night,i wanted to get up to take my pillow. then i slowly get up, sleeping halfway mah, not fully awake yet. then suddenly i saw my sister getting up slowly too..
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SHE LOOK AT ME
I LOOK AT HER
THEN OUT OF THE SUDDEN, SHE WENT: YEEEEEEEEWAAAA..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I GOT A SHOCK then i went: YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i got a shock when she suddenly scream so loud! BIG BIG shock! so scared out of my wits, human natural response of course is scream what. but then my whole family woke when they hear my thunderous screamDDD: i didn't meant it leh. i just got a shock only. my sister scare me! but in the end i didn't get scolding cause my sis started yelling first, not me. HEE! XD
then i woke up, i couldn't stop laughing. i become a laughing maniac):
my sister was like commenting how last time the same thing happened when my the other sister haven reborn her hair, then her hair was like @!$£%&* like a bush? then she got a scare too. then today also?! my hair where got like that can?! my hair look so scary meh? i look like a ghost meh? scream untill like that): hurt my feelings. MY HAIR IS NICE ONE CAN! MY HAIR IS SUPER SUPER NICE ONE CAN! my hair~
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im like~~ when i heard what she saidDDDDD: my wonderful hair..
so to save all those heart not very strong ones, during band camp you better dont sleep near me. i tend to like to move around and get up in the middle of the night if i cant get to sleep. to save those people who are gona sleep near me, i shall go a lot of conditioner everyday and apply that cream very hardworkingly. hais. giok is like super super sad now)): actually i think my hair not too bad can..
'hey gorgeous!' finals want as nice as i thought/: it was like so.. simple and any-o-how? i dunno how describe it. and i realise the person who told me romantic princess only got 10 episodes cheated me! i thought today i gona watch the big happy ending episode 10 but still got advertisement after the ending song?! i was like thinking:" WAA! the new show still got wuzun and angela ar?:DDD" how stupid can i get -.-
tomorrow is Tuesday means band day. got to go earlier to help juniors photocopy scores.. i hope i can wake up earlier tomorrow if not got to rushed everything again and missed the bus): i hope tomorrow there wont be any 'chrismas festival' to play, it is horrible. i can just go bang my head against the wall. im not senior, im worse than junior eh? 2 big ulcers are not recovering, salt and bonjela cream are not working at all):
GIOK's eyesight seem to have worsened, facing computer everyday for hours. my wish for perfect eyesight is dashed! my mom think contact lens is scary DD: hence im not allowed contacts. she said touching your eyeball is scary and i for sure wont dare to do it? yeah the way i see june ng try to pluck her eyelids aside and stuck her contacts in is abit SCARY. she looks like she gona gorge her eyes out, not very nice to see.
GIOK's life is boring~
i've got nothing to blog about these few days): holidays are getting super boring. sometimes i rather it was school days? as least got gloria june and others to entertain me(: next year no more): the nuffang have upgraded themselves! its looks so MUCH MORE high class or high tech whatever now!(: but sometimes it is like so lag):
and im like watching full house AGAIN! im watching RAIN'S ADORABLE AND RETARDED SMILE AND HIS HOT FIGURE AGAIN! HAHAHA :DDDD jayme you see this? and oh ya jayme i got this extra disc on the NG parts and the interviews of full house know! the NGS are damm FUNNNY >:D
my life is getting boring. why aren't anybody like organising some class outing or some section outing or some band outing or whatever shit! im stuck at home listening to my mom's nagging, nagging at me to clear my table AGAIN?! whats wrong with messy table): i need a big big HUGE table so that my things wont look so much and compact on it! i need the world's biggest table(: everybody is working.. since im not. its like to settle my cip hours. i swear to do 40hours this holidays. then i will have 98.5hours done(: like WOW!:DDD then next year i don't need do any, i just let school organise some crap for me and complete my 1.5hour there(: GIOK is fantastic at planning. yeah?
and im like damm jealous of aw.jingwen ENORMOUS EYES!!! they are big seriously! if you dont believe, you go my links and click on 'jingwen.a' then you go see her photos. im like super jealous. i think is angela zhang shao han pretty, horridly beautiful.. small face and big eyes, make her eyes look even bigger! i want eyes that are 4cm in my next life. if you take a ruler and see 4cm, ITS BIG ARENT IT? :DDD pretty eh?
and i look disgusting in connexio. i want contacts, those kind that make your eyes look bigger(: i got those awful eye-bags in connexio like ****! i was completely disgusted. and if you take a look at linwenwei, that guy trying to act cool but obivously to no avail, he's just not cool eh? act cool, not cool. HAHHAAH! he look damm entertaining in the connexio then there is this china female teacher having this disgusting 'model' pose which obivously dont suit her? she's even funnier. act cute, not cute. i think stella su is pretty though.(: byebye form teacher, she quitted): she dont look like a teacher anw. normally teachers are not pretty, you know.
i bought some bimbo clothes, haha. shall not tell you guys. you will laugh at me): gloria koay called that not low cut top, low cut? not not sexy top, sexy?): i think i gona buy some EXTREMELY SEXY AND LOW CUT AND VERY LITTLE CLOTH top for gloria koay next year, GLORIA are you excited about the present that i gona buy for you? leave a tag if you see this will you?
Omg im feeling like super tired now, i need at least 12 hours of sleep later/: im always so tired after band eh? i think i take a nap then i will wake up to write birthday letter for my senior(: i love writing letters! i think writing letters are so EXCITING!! i like to receive letters and replied letters. next year i shall WRITE ALOT ALOT letters to june ng((: and she will keep replying me then i will have so many letters <33
Band was not really good. i cant stand christmas festival song, like so many running notes and quaver stuff. the score look so compact and packed. rawrr, christmas festival song is not my cup of tea. if i ever get that for noms, i will just go and die. gahh im scared about noms. i will just lose face in my front of everybody):
Karyn play really well, her sightreading skills so gooood! can you imagine a junior teaching a senior? no wonder jayme always kope her and sit with her everytime >: D i think im a total goner especially after pop next year): no more cassandra to help and teach and protect me): i will forever live in my own world in my own jungle and forest! this is like so sad and pathetic! and btw THANKYOU WEIPING for the romantic princess poster! WUZUN! and big big thankyou to CASSSSANDRA for my belated present:DDDD ohmygod, mountain and cassandra are damm gross and pevertic. good gracious, their presents for each other~
okay i go play game for a while then i go sleep then i will wake up write letter then go SLEEEP again!!
AHA! i survive my 6hours of cip in the library!(: thanks to natalie:D im super irriated with this short and fat ah girl who stole my harry potter and the deathly hallows book from me > :( hello ah girl, you irritating RAWRRR! ended up with some pathetic chinese romance story~ how pathetic. i dont care i gona complete my 100hours of CIP by end of sec 3(: JIAYOUUU, AZA AZA FIGHTING GIOK(:
i saw this weird weird uncle with a broom hairstyle asking me help him find his black coloured umbrella. i got a shock when i turned around when he called me: xiao jie! i almost fell down.what a broomy hairstyle, i never ever seen it before in my 14 years of life. then when he found his umbrella, he came and tell me and i got a shock again when i see him. fancy a man having a broom haistyle! it was exactly the shape of a broom! i wanted to call natalie to see but i dunno where she went); then there is this old uncle asking me to find some wang lan cookery book, then when i bring him to the cookery section, he cant find his book and got so irritated with me, i ran away to hide /:
then there was this mother reading to her child: " 白熊猫跟黑熊猫说：“你真嘿”黑熊猫跟白熊猫说：“你真白!" HAHAHAHAH! like so retarded and funnny! then i found this kiddy cute cute book titled: love me, love me not(: very nice!
i wasnt naughty okay but the boy was doing the children section books and i had some on my trolley which wasnt supposed to be im my trolley. so i just left some on his trolley when he wasnt looking. besides i didnt get caught((: natalie didnt dare to put it on the boy's trolley so i got to help her. she still went to shelf it. i was like" natalie, why you still shelving? i put it on the boy's trolley already!" i was so loud and the boy was just behind me)):
im getting fat. hais there band tom again): more prawn and prawn and prawn): where's choy?): is there gona be anyone to save me tom
shopping was simply embarrassing today. shopping made me so broke, i was only left with 10cents at the end of the day that i dont even have money for lunch. dont even have money for orange bowl, how pathetic!/: hello miss ______ you better like it. we spend so much, out of budget eh! and i realise angela's meng li hua album is not only 10 bucks, it is 20BUCKS!? hais i need to save a lot of money to buy the stuff i want to buy)):
my hair is getting too long and irritating. my sister is gona try monsoon, i also want! but.. i got no money):
YEAH jayme went to watch full house again and now she's telling me about rain cute and retarded smile(: yay finally someone to talk to full house about(: mountain ar, 1 day you should really go watch full house!
band was simply: Demoralising
im hoping for a miracle to happen..
i shall go emo-ing, no mood for long long post
p.s. im feeling very tired today. Exceptionally tired, i think im falling sick, either a fever or a cold... since when was i so weak?
GIOK got a big big shock when i saw GLORIA KOAY during my shopping! O.O yesterday i walk till i dropped. first stop, Chinatown to buy new shampoo and in search of my bag. second shop, grandma house. third stop, bugis. and finally HOME SWEET HOME!(:
i didn't thought i would see any st.nicks girl or any classmate at Chinatown so i dressed till quite~ bimbo i guess? i dunoe its called bimbo or what. till i saw gloria koay... oh my god, i was like so embarrassing. i was so tired, wearing heels going shopping and dragged the plastic bag that made my so auntie~ MY NEW SHAMPOOO(: till gloria koay popped out of some boutique shop and gave me a shock out of my life o.O i never never ever thought i would see ah koay in Chinatown??!
OG was super crowded, it seems they are having sales all over eh? so i thought i could go try my luck and find my bag there(: i walked to the bags section, i saw Nike! i was like so happy, there were Adidas and Nike, then sure ot converse and stuff. BUT how would i know there was NO CONVERSE. the stupid boy promoter. "ehhhh..hmmmm..ehhh..i dont think we have converse here~ "like hello, you are the promoter you work here, do you need to think so long to tell me if there is converse here. *arbrish**arbrish*
seeing gloria there, she told me she went C1A. gahh then i was over there all emo, thinking of my big big group i go with in 2 unity. then i just out of the blue keep thinking about 2unity. then i keep thinking next year only giok alone in triple science. no big big group recess. nobody to laugh with me. nobody to go home with. the more i think, the more sad and frightened i got..but i had a laptop with me then, i would have posted a bad sad and emo post. but its okay, i feel much better now. i just hope there would just be someone im close to in my new class next year eh? (:
Sunday was grandma house day so i must drop by there so matter what. had dinner there and the maid's cousin came to visit the maid. my mom was like comparing the potatoes the maid was frying before her cousin came and after. the before ones look yellow and nice. the after ones were like black and chaotarr!! then my auntie was like saying the moment the maid cousin come, the maid got no mood to cook, anyhow cook then go chat with her cousin,HAHAHA. okay la but actually the a bit chaotar one taste nicer:DD
anyway after that off to bugis(: bought clothes again and a new ozozo glam wallet. i think i been spending too much money. shall stay low for a few weeks:DD the more i look at my wallet, the nicer it looks to me. nah im not using it now, maybe next year(: its white and shiny, i must take good care of it(: i want their white white leather pouch too!
after buying new clothes and wallet, i felt better, and stop thinking so much and emo-ing so much :DD
p.s OH YA, i got nightmare yesterday again. this time around i got hit by car, damm scary. shall not elaborate further
gahh i think im gona close this soon. the tagboard is like so dead DD: maybe before school reopen i gona close this if it remains stagnent. the mosquitoes could even come and breed hereeeee DDD: *poutpout* i shall change my skin if i find a nice one sometime soon(:
my muscle aches are getting worse, cant even hurt properly. it hurts when i walk):
i think im not bad(: i managed to watch my girl even though the starting is like so damm boring. i went to force myself you know and i SURVIVE. firstly, the guy is not shuai, secondly made worse by the oh-not-very-pretty-girl): then i thought i saw one quite cute guy and my sister suddenly walk in:" oh my, that guy look so ah kua(gay) ~, exactly like a girl. waa what kind of girly hairstyle?!" i got so hurt la, i still wanted to tell her that guy was cute/:
im deprived of laughter. june ng and gloria, you see this <<
i miss my chance to buy that converse shoulderbag, it was ...
out of stock~
so irritated~
HOW? i love that bag like crazy. even though i just bought that new bag but i actually prefer this converse one. its white and simple. i wanted to buy using my own money even my mom dont buy me, and today i dunno what got into her, she suddenly say lets buy that bag today and it went...
"excuse me miss, its...OUT OF STOCK~
would you like this design instead. *arbrish* excuse me.. excuse me miss..."
i think im officially considered a fat pig ): i tried to do some exercise today but ended up being exhausted. i attempted skipping, 300 in one shot. oh my, im having jelly legs now. they wobble and wobble like a jelly dancing on a plate and they cant stand properly DD: i think if i can, tmr i gonna have skipping tom again, 300 in one shot(: even my mom complain, the moment i wake up, its tv watching DVD. after that i take lunch then its computer time. after that i bathe, dinner then tv again. oh my, i gonna have fatter thigh. TERRIBLE~ i need VIGOROUS exercise everyday i think. anyone want to join me?(:
now its not only sores on my feet from yesterday, i also got wobbly legs from skipping. i guess tom's shopping got to v
i got a cut on my thigh from my shopping bags DD: sort of a slit. its looks like the blood clotted?!): scary, there is one blot of red red but its inside beneath the skin. not dried blood, gahh i dunoe how to describe): i dunwan another scar on my legs. i shall take 24 hour of this wound. awful, sensitive skin i have~
HELLO GOT INTO B4, anyone same as me? i getting scared, i dunoe anyone there. wheres gloriaaa and viviann and junnne and natalieee and the rest DDD:
Did you guys go watch the three bear song? nice arent it? :DD rain looks retarded yet cute arent it(: HAHA!
oh my shopping spree today was damm tiring, i guess im not that kind of shopaholic that kind of girl.. or maybe its bcos im wearing a bit of heels. my feet is having sores all over. what i need now is a: foot massenger! yes, osim good? it has very good advertising yeah? should get my mom to buy it or something. AHHHH, my leg hurts!)): i dont know what i can do to make it better. the only thing i did so far was to apply a lot of baby grandson moisturing cream which isnt effective to all the sores):
but today i did shopped quite a lot,bought like hundred plus worth of stuff. i LOVE my new clothes, so nice(: bought a cheap and pretty necklace, some clips and not remember the rest. all shopping on saturday i guess. tomorrow is my rest day eh? my feet is like screaming in pain, gah /: i haven buy shoes yet, any shop or shoe band reccommendation, anyone? i need flats and heels..
next issue, i was on the bus then there was this sort of pervertic guy on the bus staring around at girls. my eyes are not very big but its not bad at dealing with that sort of guys who love to stare .. my eyes sort of look scary when i enlarge them and stare coldly. anyway today was NOT my first time, im no greenhorn so that guy got quite some scare when i stare at him coldly. im so proud of my eyes today:DD hais.. if only i got bigger eyes eh? big eues are goood you know! anyway i was telling my mom about it and she actually sort of chided me): she said i would get into fights easily if i continue to stare like that?! but to me its like for self-protection know /: its gooood and i like it. i just realise my newest hobby: staring at people
RAWRRR. this is so frustrating >:( I was bored so i tried to paint my nails): my nail painting session turned out to be a DISASTER! i think its because my mom got poor taste in those colour that she bought that made my nails turned out to be so U-G-L-Y! they are red like blood now~ i cant find any nice shade of pink): so i tried bloody red. it looks scary now.. like blooooooood!! i thought its gona be a success, next time i just gona stick to plain transparent..):
hais im so tired, i shall wash it off some other day, as long as its before band its okay. i dunwan let anybody see my ugly nails especilly miss prawn.. arent she gona scream at me, called me vain pok if she sees i painted my nails.. so horridly also?!!? >:P *poutpout*
p.s. its something like this red. but a bit darker..
YAY! no school tmr no band tmr! its shopping day tom :DD Deepavali is a great day! what bests is that it falls on a wonderful thursday(: more time for my lips to rest, AZA AZA FIGHTING! YAAAAY!
aww.. i heard they played the ' i saw mammy kissing santa claus' yesterday. GAH i missed it >:( i like that song >:D my lips better recover faster oh man. i need some practice before i returned on Tuesday you know.
woke up at 12noon today(: AHA! again, but its okay. theres nothing to do now anyway or is there? i completed my chemistry quiz which is due today.. uh huh. and homework can only be done when i purchase the sec 3 textbooks right? :D what oh my, holiday homework~
hais i think im a terrible girl. i wake up at 12noon and sleep at 12 midnight. gahh i feel like A TOTAL PIG! i must make a effort and do some exercise and try to shed some weight uh huh? im like currently 40kg and 154cm tall): terrible. i think i could do with some skipping and get my butt off the chair from computer and get my butt off the sofa as well from the tv watching shows eh?
HEEYA! i think i from popular among the kids, they love me cause i sing them the three bear song! you know the korean lullaby that i mention in my previous post?
heres the url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIsjbKFpoPU
GO WATCH! its nice(: that is sung from a girl song kye kyo
now if you from to hear rain sing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Azjytq-F4QQ
GO WATCH, RAIN SINGS FUNNNNNY WITH ALL THE ACTIONS!
saturday
CIP at library is enjoyable! the people like me(:
the guy at the counter likes me, the lady at the counter likes me, the auntie whom im working with likes me! " i enjoy working with you. are you coming next week? if you are then i will come too!" See they likes me. the people at the counter smiles at me and say byebye when i go home. THE ONLY person who dont like me was this malay auntie cause i wear a bit of the high heels and when i wore there is this click click sound then she sort of told me off? rawrr the weird one, everyone else likes me.
i think im very kind. i moved one seat left on the mrt so that the man and sit beisde his pregnanat wife so that he can take care of her. he said thankyou to me :DD
i bought a new bag today, yeah went shopping with mom first before going for cip. whatever i buy whether izit clothes bag shoes or what, i all must go through mom first. she has a lot of power over all i buy you see. if i buy something without asking her and she thinks i buy some stuff that are lousy or not worth it, she will rant and rave at me ar! ): anyway she pays everything so okay la, let her see it and go through her first then i buy. so today she bought me a big bag. i told her i want one that can put my clarinet inside. then i show her a nice converse shoulderbag which i like a lot but she wasnt very happy with it. then i show her a le coq sportif bag, she likes it! cause its all glossy and big enough and everything(: well wei claims she gona laugh at me if it looks big. after i think think it is a bit too big eh? but i wana put the clarient inside then i dont need to keep hugging it you see. but im so angry my sis sees it and she shout so ugly! omg im damm piss. please lor i think my bag is much nicer than your stupid weird bag/:
sunday
what an average day~ coop up at home on the sofa watching FULL HOUSE! i finished it. omg im lucky i watch it at home. i was CRYING LIKE MAD! I had the whole tissue box to myself and was crying away. my eyes were totally red so was my nose. my face oh my, all red and puffy and everything. what a sight. then icry till i had a nose block. even my sis didnt even the tissue box. i was like the ONLY ONE who was clutching the tissue box, drawing one tissue after another and crying, i almost wana cry out loud oh my. what i didnt want my sis to shooosh me so i cry quietly, how torturing! it had been a long time since i cry till so terrible. ohh ya not very long ago, the previous night before i had my maths EOY, i freak out and i was acting like crazy woman~ /: gah i finished the show already, like so fast): now i must find one more show that is as nice as this which is like so diffcult eh. *poutpout*
FULL HOUSE IS LOVE LOVE :DDD
dinner and shopping at kovan was awful to the core. waited so long for my dinner, i never gona go kovan for dinner already. kovan shopping mall got nothing luh. only bought a lot of food, fake tako ball was awful, sushi was poorly wrapped and the shop already close before i drag my mom to the shop to ask her to buy for me>:( like so irriating! now im feel so fat eating the awfl tako ball. SO MUCH MAYO, then so little the brown sauce and fish flakes. awful combi luh ): and the taste is like not even half of the real tako ball ): i shall never go kovan anymore maybe after a few years./
My dear sister reckons that Rain is CUTE when he smiles like.. this (: haha, quite cute la in the show. those kind of retarded laugh i guess suits him. FULL HOUSE! i nvr gona tell cassandra anymore of my shows whether new or old. she made me embarrassed! i was telling people in band i got NEW SHOW TO WATCH and i got so excited till cassandra came and ask..
cassandra: what show izit?
giok: FULL HOUSE!..
Cassandra: i watch 2 years ago already -.-
giok: *speechless* ):
Went Bishan for lunch( sakae!) then Bugis for shopping with June NG! june ng is such a nice girl,she went window shopping with me after we went to buy her pouch together. then i got sick of being cold so i wana walk on the streeets outside then we saw so many rain! posters on the wall, advertisement on the bus and even in the shopping mall somewhere which i cant remember, HAHAH!
we went starbuck to sit down, she ordered some coffee with whip cream and chocolate on top. omg after that she started mixing and stirring with her straw. omg that nice cup of drink became so GROSS and DISGUSTING!
i dunoe how it started but we started talking about prom night and graduation, then we started thinking what those 'tomboy' will wear: p.jingwen and ah na! omg funnnny! bermuda and a nike shirt? HAHAHA! then how they dance and walk elegantly and gracefully? OMG! jeans? nonono, they must dress gown and dress! omg i gona make sure i gona find them that day and took picture with them in their dress and gown :DD
ahhs, when is vivian, limin and p.jingwen gona come back from changrai? so many days already? still not back >:( cip trip only mah, so long meh?
another band prac today. okay luh(: no scolding. i started playing the scales then my lips started to peeeel! but miss sia doesnt seem to be in a good mood. she ranted and raved at our scales playing DDDD:
i thought: how? so bad mood. if i tell her i cant play she sure gona scold me!):
..she went out trying to fix some saxaphone, then i went to tell her. and SHE ACTUALLY SMILE AT ME! i was like WOOOOOOW! yes she a bit upset i not playing today but she didnt scold me(((: she just call me the handicap for always not playing)): i AM NO HANDICAP OKAY! is just sensitive lips, sensitive to the reed, thats all. cassandra and calista.. the sec3 cam e back today(((: YAY! happy i sat beside cassandra and hear her playing so i didnt get lost in the new song: i saw mammy kissing santa claus! its like so nice, wei say got the song in happyland! no wonder so familiar. but at the end of the day miss sia took back the score)): i LIKE that song. its like so niceee! ohh and i love to watch miss sia quarrel with or ong. miss sia seems to want to SCREAM AND YELL at him but she cant cause she cant scold mr ong in front of us. then miss sia look so irriated with mr ong today.." i pass you the score just now.. its WITH YOUUU.. you took it outside with you just now...seeeee the score is with you just now?!?!?! @!%&£#!@ " mr ong like so helplessss! HAHAHAHA! its like so fun to watch!
and like OH MY GOD! miss aw jingwen got same tutor as me?! HIGHLY AMUSINGGG :DD ohh): i think my tutor thinks im very stupid DD: whatever question i ask him, he tell me: " this one very simple what, you dont know how to do meh? .. you sure you dont know how to do?!" then he starts to blabber and blabber explaining and explaining and sometimes i cant catch it but i dont dare to tell him. i dont dare to stop him so i just nodded and say orh orh okay okay. then later he test me a simliar question.. I DUNO HOW TO DO! then i will be like: ermm how to do ar? YEAH, i suppose you know what his reaction was.
and i think he thinks that im very childish and lame))): **poutpout**
tutor (asking some scienctific question): why do think the house is not made of cheese?
braindead me: hmmm.. cause the mouse will eat it?
tutor: roll eye~
me:* feels hurt*
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Friday, November 30, 2007 ( 12:16 AM )
i rested for 2 days and im back blogging!!(:
i got a sudden urge and impulsion to earn money cause i wana buy myself toys. hahaha! toys as in xbox that kind la, not those kiddy kiddy soft toy or anything :DD my mom got me to pack my 'abandoned' toys which have been in the storeroom for ages and i haven touch them for ages. i refused to throw them away, i thought its good to keep as souvenir of my past. and i got such a shock to see my teletubby PO still inside!(: i even got a bed for her. i made my mom sew a small pillow and blanket for it la. then she also got a milk bottle and another small bear to accompany her. hahaha, i did all those stuff when i was young. then today i saw all these. i was like laughing at myself.
my mom was like fed up at me cause the storeroom is all filled wth my 'abandoned' toys, yeah and that includes my 'newer' collection of my barbie dolls! haha! their hair still look very nice and straight and untangled can! still in top condition, so i didnt want to throw them away/: besides it was the 'newer' collection cause i already threw some away a few years ago. and today i threw away my supermarket barbie collection DD:
i think today is another wasted day): im feeling angry at myself.
cassandra say eeeee when she know i like lee joon-ki): mountain got like him before so she told me not bad! yexin and christine also think he's shuai can! (: i think he's so pretty with his reborn hair! i like pretty guys ♥♥♥ especially those who got big eyes O.O
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 ( 7:44 PM )
Finally back from band camp!(:
so tiring man. i think i slim down can; cause i ate so little and sleep so little !! okay i quite like my group: Rachel( MY super brave AGL, see i remember your name!!), yexin, danica, xin yun and bernette! i think im a total loser, what a GL can. my AGL was like so much braver than me/: im only good at entertaining them :DD
i think day games was totally gruesome. my group 1st station must drink like four 1.5litres bottles of water. like oh my god, after drinking i felt like puking so i decided to bring my group go eat sweet, thankyou xin yun for the fruitella((: which really made me felt better if not i would have vomited later. then got some wasabi eating :( HOTTTT! i only use my teeth to scrape some and my mouth was like burning and bcos i use my teeth to scrape it.. it got STUCK IN MY TEETH!! then i couldnt come out then i got to use the water cooler to like wash it off then throughout the day games, i had the taste of wasabi in my mouth, tasting it bit by bit. fairytale was gruesome to the core, it got my panty WET! the water went in DDD: then i got so frantic i couldnt stop hitting my AGL! the worst was the family lounge which i was dreading ever since i saw mountain eating till so poor thing! but luckily i got a very brave AGL who was eating and eating the ginger and garlic unlike dancia who only steal cucumber from the container! i was so smart, i made myself onion sandwich with cucumber, but of course i puke it out later.
after eating all those disgusting stufff during day games, i lost my appetite for lunch and ate barely half of my lunch. band prac was just like an average band prac but i got told off talking to ye xin when i just realised she know and like the cute korean guy i like also((: christine seow also know!! oh my god i damm happy!i finally understand why mountain so happy got christine to discuss jap guys with(: my group was so loving, we bathe together at the same time so nobody felt left out(: but dancia and yexin was like sharing water, awww so poor thing! dinner somehow, i only ate 1 slice of pizza, think i talk and laugh too much. cassandra and weishan was being just so disgusting. i wonder who ate the slice that the sausage drop on the floor and table. izit mr LWW? he was like staring at us cause i was laughing at him eating our pizza:) i didnt know swearing in supposed to sec1 present! so in the end mountain and i cheered so loud for them and made them felt so popular!!
night games was fun and screammy! haha i think i scream a bit too much than i expected/: but i like the night games group cause i was big then i feel more safe. mountain was totally brave cause we sort of pair up then we walk together. of course mountain and i pair up, she was like super brave! i was like screaming my head off and pulling her back while she was like so calm and trying to make me walk! but luckily i didnt touch a single chicken head or skin or claw nor any pig trotter or whatever raw raw thing. but mountain was damm brave, she found most of the clue la! i didnt get the red badge game station. i didnt know why i need to move, then they were like chasing me off the seat, asking me to move? Hahaha! but luckily i manage to escape and got no forfit :DD i got damm freak out at the big big mirror cause there got like so many MANY weird weird'ghost' i damm scared cause it was dark, i canot see the face.me and mountain and belle was holding hand at first walking in then in the end i lost belle hand cause she ran up, then mountain went also. then i was like stuck in one corner, cornered by all the weird weird' ghost' DDD: then i was screaming the hell. then we intended to scare the ghost with the pervert alarm but i was screaming and pressing then i think the screaming overpowered the alarm so i press press press couldnt hear like that): they were CHARGING AT ME and they use broom to sweep my feet and the gong almost burst my eardrums, damm loud and freaky. and that place STINKS, i thought they poured urince there, so smelly, in the end it was only pig trotter or intestine or dunoe what which STINKS like madddd DDDD: luckily mountain came down again to come and save me <33
movie was scary.. to ME. i NEVER watch horror movie. the only horror movie i watch when i was damm young cause i was damm young and dont understand the movie at all so i wasnt scared.it was like damm boring at first cause i catch no ball? i dont dare to watch then half the time i was hiding behind my sleeping bag! the movie got some psycho man and the face look so scary): but luckily this time round i never pull anyone shirt or bra :DD then play cards with big group of people ((: big group is nice! slept at like 330am or 4am. woke up to mountain jap song alarm, damm tired! we had fun entertaining ourselves with doing cca fair stickers. at first we were doing like so ugly but we look at some others then we look at ours, hahaha QUITE NICE WHAT! play daidi and cheat, today is my lucky day! i keep winning mountain in daidi. hahaha, today her unlucky day. i also got win natalie! jayme was pathetic at cheat. christine and gwywth kept bullying her, and she dont even know how to fight back, damm funny! ended up home lugging my fat bag, hand full of sleeping bag and clarinet, almost died. i was like taking one small step at a time, slowly slowly walk. i got no energy at all):
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Monday, November 26, 2007 ( 3:01 PM )
im like so bored~ at home. i cant possibly go out everyday cause i think its bad for the skin. i heard from the cosmetics salesgirl. so my sister bought this facial cream so that your skin wont worsen or become rougher or whatever 5years down the street or something if you go out everyday like working etcetc. so from that day onwards i decide as much as possible not to go out everyday and get in touch with all those dust and smoke from the heavy traffic. how polluted!
i have start to get sick of shopping and fitting rooms. cause every time we go shopping, my mom would take manymanymany clothes off the hangers and pile them into my arms. then i will be like ahhh~ and enter the fitting room and change out and into, out and into, out and into the clothes. then all these actions cause all the dust to dance happily in the air then they start irritating my sensitive nose then i will feel sick and water eyes then keep sneezing NON STOP! this's the time when you should stay away on me cause i will be so upset. i yank the clothes off me yank my own back on and stormed out and my mood will be spoilt for quite a few hours.. so i have been avoiding shopping for quite a few days already. but my mom gona pull me go shopping sometime after im back from band camp. besides i have decided i need to go J8, to collect my card and magazine so i shall go out with her on the same day since i need to collect my stuff.
oh gosh, tomorrow is band camp! band prac for more than 3hours! should i go prac? **grab my mirror and take a look** but what if.. i had like 15mins prac on saturday then immediately noticed it was a bad choice, should have done it on sunday. impatient giok~ **shakehead** i shall go prac today for a while then see how izit. if lt likes it then i will continue for a while longer but not tomorrow i will put in my best best BEST effort not to get kicked out. i just learned to depend on myself last thursday and not on Cassandra or Jayme to help me cause it isnt gona work when she comes prowling on you one by one and set you to sit outside music room then she starts droning on and on you to play. i have already decided my next year 15th birthday wish and yes it got to do with it. haahaa bet you isnt getting what im talking about. but thats okay(:
my *** hurts now. OUCH !! its ending already and i dont have the slightest idea why its hurting! tomorrow its band camp, no hurting tomorrow, hurt all you want now, alright.
where can i set my target on for selling fiesta tickets? i only sold 70bucks): 130bucks more to go DDD:
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Saturday, November 24, 2007 ( 5:48 PM )
okay here's the camp band kit that i promised to churn out for mountain(its very detailed arent it?) :
- clothes, things to be worn
- 1set PE attire (or maybe 2?)
- section tee
- squad tee
- extra pe shorts to go with your whatever tee you wearing
- your very nice bra and panty!
- socks(rather high socks, just in case got pumping how?)+ slippers
- toiletries
- toothbrush and toothpaste( a cup if you need to rinse your mouth:D)
- shampoo, conditioner and body soap
- optional: hair cream, facial wash, lip moisturer and cream and mirror
- comb!
- big big towel
- zip lock bags/plastic bags
- tissues!!( what if you got awful runny nose? HAHAH)
- most importantly many many many pads!!!
- since you need pads, you might need the hot pink panadol as well?
- others
- torch!:D
- sleeping bag
- optional: your personal beloved 'stinky' pillow (if you got hand to carry, HAHA!)
- water bottle! (dont reply on untrustworthy sch water coolersD: )
- handphone wallet etcetc..
did i miss out on anything?? and remember to cut short all your nails eh? hehhee! and remove all the naughty nail polish you painted!
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( 3:12 PM )
yesterday band
Band was super tiring yesterday D: we faced her the whole of band prac under the hot sun outside. so Hot! i just knew that the performance is outdoor! haha, i thought it was indoor in the shopping mall. at the end of the day, my lips were like chilly red or something. and the skin was like dangling there, half dangling, half intact. i feel so~ argh! hais, giok needs practice over the weekend! i got to strengthen my eyesight and make sure i can see all the tweeeny weeeny notes((: all those running notes or what izit called the compact compact one..♫ ya a lot of that sticking together..
miss sia kept asking us to play allgero which is like all the running notes part? we repeated and repeated outside at the hot sun! so not before long i lost my concentration easily and my fingers gave way then i got lost. then i got to try to get in with them at next bar or something. all bcos of the stupid heat >:( i envy those in the music room eh. stupid giok, why are so stupid! why cant you play music? you are so a goner. and i got no idea why you came band when you are so stupid/: at first i thought no music background is okay, just put in double effort and now my lips wont allow the double effort. see giok is so pathetic. and her sightreading just sucks! enough about it, lets talk about something happier..
today with june ng!
went out with jung ng today. i think i dress very mature today! a very nice black top and jeans and a small small bag(: and oh my god, i thought i can give myself some HIGH heel training so i wore my sister's heels, oh my god at the end of the day my poor legs were feeling so sore): im a poor high heel person. hais): back to my low heel and flats(: and whats worse? i SPOILED my sister's heels DDD: in the end i got scolding and my sister banned me from wearing her precious SUPER NICEEE OP slippers which mom intended to let me bring to band camp.
we didn't even had any idea where to go. we just came out and lunch at j8 then we just any-o-how decide, point a place on the mrt map then off we go. thanks goodness nobody from st.nicks or primary school saw me! i didn't really like meeting people. i got such a shock when i met gloria, but she's still nice and okay!(: but i saw someone at my house bus stop! i got such a big big shock! i got to look down all the way and walk and walk all the way to the bus stop then i got to hide behind the bus catalogue board (or whatever it is called) till she got on the bus. June wanted to come out and buy flats but in the end no flats. Plaza Sing is great no shopping place luh. only got some rubbish shop. you only can go there to play ARCADE(: and take neoprints and watch movie!!! i didnt bring much money out so after lunch and movie, i only left 2bucks): so i decided not to go arcade): i so looooong never play already DD: although we didn't walk or shop alot at plaza sing but i walked till i dropped. with those heels, i couldn't walk continuously for more than 2hours):
OMG HERO is damm nice! we were like panicking cos when we got there, its about showing time for all the shows. in the end i wanted to watch hero cause my sister keep saying it was very nice and since Lynette also said so we went to watch HERO which was a good choice(: my 8bucks were worth it, just that the female lead wasn't pretty.. what then June was so weird in the cinema. she do shadow on the wall and suddenly look left look right, all sorts of queer actions and she kept kicking the chair in front( cause she was very cold, we wasn't intending to watch movie so our dressing abit not suitable) till the boy turn around and stare at her! i thought what happened?! /: violent June! i was so cold that i got to let down my hair to cover my shoulder which wasnt my intention. my hair tie so long, got hair mark already): then i got to keep COMBING and COMBING! then my top's sleeve kept dropping, i dunno why also? ): i think if the hero guy, mu cun something something.. will be very shuai if he got a nicer hairstyle!!
during the movie, june's mom kept calling so we called for the day after the movie then she went to meet her mom to shop.
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( 11:55 AM )
I DON'T LIKE IT >:( NOT AT ALL! this is like so irritating? you keep saying what? she's showing favouritism to me, being biased? take a look at yourself la please. you are the one that has the irritating character that people dont like perhaps?
YOU ARE ALWAYS QUARRELLING WITH ME, LIKE AT ALL TIMES? almost over every single small and minor and trivial incident. you like to fight over who reads the newspapers first and who get to choose what tv programme we watch and whether i can borrow your bag and whether you can read my magazine and who do the dishes when mom instructed YOU to do it and who uses the computer and who tidy the bed when mom get YOU to do it. and you are always so particular about people sitting on your chair or my clothes or my butt touching your bed sheet for just a second? and there you go sitting on my chair when you just came back from outside all dirty and full of germs, knowing that im quite hygiene conscious? and she go YELLING and screaming when i displease you, then why cant i yell and scream as well? the worst part about you is that you are just so _ _ _ _ _ _! even he and she and she says so.
and what i don't like most about you is that it seems like you can always use my things even without my permission and i cant use your stuff at all even if i did asked for permission nicely? those things that are yours will always remain in your premises and not allowed to be shared. SO YOU DONT COME OUT OF YOUR PREMISES AND START USING OTHERS STUFF THEN! since you are so~
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007 ( 5:35 PM )
i wonder if it is accurate? people from EGYPT and UNITED KINGDOM comes here? abit not possible right? haha! is anybody on holiday there or something? im doubting the accuracy of it now. that day i got some croatia? i dont even know where is that place! o.o
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( 11:11 AM )
i think im super guai today! i woke up like sooo super early! like9am! so early right? i have not woken up so early for ages. 11pm is the ideal time to wake up. and i think band can make people slim down, seriously! on normal school days, i have 5 meals:
1.breakfast
2.recess
3.lunch
4.dinner
5.junk supper
normal right? then during the holiday band i only have like 2 meals?
1.breakfast
2.dinner
like so poor thing right? i wake up at 11am then i eat breakfast then i rushed off for band. then go there 'exercise' blow and blow and blow till my stomach like so hungry, skip my lunch somemore. normally my lunch is like 1plus or two 2 which is band time so i goto skip it DDD: like so poor thing la. then blow halfway,my stomach like dont feel very good. but okay la i need some slimming down after all. i want to buy HULA HOOP! i think if i play the hula hoop everyday i can get flat stomach((: i need to shed weight off my thigh and butt toooo! yeah! slim down, here i comeeeeeeeeee! eat less and go blow more? if my lips strong enough?
i got a shock today. i broke up with red lips, dried blood at the corners of my lips DDD: so shocking. it bleed. my lips dont usually bleed .. oh god what happened to my poor lips DDD: and no one told me somemore then i went outside walk her walk there then eat breakfast in the public. no wonder there is this man staring at me. i didnt know): i forgot to bring my mirror out! D: till i come back then i went to check my lips then i saw red BLOOOOD! dried blood somemore. please buck up and recover. there's more to come tomorrow eh!
p.s. you see my links there? A link called dawn yang. OMG she damm pretty and got nice figure. flat stomach! <33
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ( 10:38 PM )
Natalie wants me to tell her how was band today. i can just use one word: embarrassing!
i think my dry split hair ends hair are getting nicer can? but my sis yesterday spoiled it all): rawrr. i have been using my new silkpro shampoo for one week already and i also have been very very hardworking applying some dunno what Italy hair cream or dunno what liquid on my hair everyday already. i thought my hair was getting better already can then i was so happy. i mean slowly getting better, its only one week after all. in the past i used to be very lazy using all those hair cream and dunno what hair moisturising liquid sort of stuff one but after that incident
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i think i better use everyday to save one who got weak heart and those who gona sleep with me or near me during band camp(: im so wei da(:
you see my sister and i sleep in the same room:DD then in the middle of the night,i wanted to get up to take my pillow. then i slowly get up, sleeping halfway mah, not fully awake yet. then suddenly i saw my sister getting up slowly too..
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SHE LOOK AT ME
I LOOK AT HER
THEN OUT OF THE SUDDEN, SHE WENT: YEEEEEEEEWAAAA..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I GOT A SHOCK then i went: YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i got a shock when she suddenly scream so loud! BIG BIG shock! so scared out of my wits, human natural response of course is scream what. but then my whole family woke when they hear my thunderous screamDDD: i didn't meant it leh. i just got a shock only. my sister scare me! but in the end i didn't get scolding cause my sis started yelling first, not me. HEE! XD
then i woke up, i couldn't stop laughing. i become a laughing maniac):
my sister was like commenting how last time the same thing happened when my the other sister haven reborn her hair, then her hair was like @!$£%&* like a bush? then she got a scare too. then today also?! my hair where got like that can?! my hair look so scary meh? i look like a ghost meh? scream untill like that): hurt my feelings. MY HAIR IS NICE ONE CAN! MY HAIR IS SUPER SUPER NICE ONE CAN! my hair~
T.T
im like~~ when i heard what she saidDDDDD: my wonderful hair..
so to save all those heart not very strong ones, during band camp you better dont sleep near me. i tend to like to move around and get up in the middle of the night if i cant get to sleep. to save those people who are gona sleep near me, i shall go a lot of conditioner everyday and apply that cream very hardworkingly. hais. giok is like super super sad now)): actually i think my hair not too bad can..
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Monday, November 19, 2007 ( 10:21 PM )
'hey gorgeous!' finals want as nice as i thought/: it was like so.. simple and any-o-how? i dunno how describe it. and i realise the person who told me romantic princess only got 10 episodes cheated me! i thought today i gona watch the big happy ending episode 10 but still got advertisement after the ending song?! i was like thinking:" WAA! the new show still got wuzun and angela ar?:DDD" how stupid can i get -.-
tomorrow is Tuesday means band day. got to go earlier to help juniors photocopy scores.. i hope i can wake up earlier tomorrow if not got to rushed everything again and missed the bus): i hope tomorrow there wont be any 'chrismas festival' to play, it is horrible. i can just go bang my head against the wall. im not senior, im worse than junior eh? 2 big ulcers are not recovering, salt and bonjela cream are not working at all):
GIOK's eyesight seem to have worsened, facing computer everyday for hours. my wish for perfect eyesight is dashed! my mom think contact lens is scary DD: hence im not allowed contacts. she said touching your eyeball is scary and i for sure wont dare to do it? yeah the way i see june ng try to pluck her eyelids aside and stuck her contacts in is abit SCARY. she looks like she gona gorge her eyes out, not very nice to see.
GIOK's life is boring~
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Saturday, November 17, 2007 ( 7:04 PM )
i've got nothing to blog about these few days): holidays are getting super boring. sometimes i rather it was school days? as least got gloria june and others to entertain me(: next year no more): the nuffang have upgraded themselves! its looks so MUCH MORE high class or high tech whatever now!(: but sometimes it is like so lag):
and im like watching full house AGAIN! im watching RAIN'S ADORABLE AND RETARDED SMILE AND HIS HOT FIGURE AGAIN! HAHAHA :DDDD jayme you see this? and oh ya jayme i got this extra disc on the NG parts and the interviews of full house know! the NGS are damm FUNNNY >:D
my life is getting boring. why aren't anybody like organising some class outing or some section outing or some band outing or whatever shit! im stuck at home listening to my mom's nagging, nagging at me to clear my table AGAIN?! whats wrong with messy table): i need a big big HUGE table so that my things wont look so much and compact on it! i need the world's biggest table(: everybody is working.. since im not. its like to settle my cip hours. i swear to do 40hours this holidays. then i will have 98.5hours done(: like WOW!:DDD then next year i don't need do any, i just let school organise some crap for me and complete my 1.5hour there(: GIOK is fantastic at planning. yeah?
and im like damm jealous of aw.jingwen ENORMOUS EYES!!! they are big seriously! if you dont believe, you go my links and click on 'jingwen.a' then you go see her photos. im like super jealous. i think is angela zhang shao han pretty, horridly beautiful.. small face and big eyes, make her eyes look even bigger! i want eyes that are 4cm in my next life. if you take a ruler and see 4cm, ITS BIG ARENT IT? :DDD pretty eh?
and i look disgusting in connexio. i want contacts, those kind that make your eyes look bigger(: i got those awful eye-bags in connexio like ****! i was completely disgusted. and if you take a look at linwenwei, that guy trying to act cool but obivously to no avail, he's just not cool eh? act cool, not cool. HAHHAAH! he look damm entertaining in the connexio then there is this china female teacher having this disgusting 'model' pose which obivously dont suit her? she's even funnier. act cute, not cute. i think stella su is pretty though.(: byebye form teacher, she quitted): she dont look like a teacher anw. normally teachers are not pretty, you know.
i bought some bimbo clothes, haha. shall not tell you guys. you will laugh at me): gloria koay called that not low cut top, low cut? not not sexy top, sexy?): i think i gona buy some EXTREMELY SEXY AND LOW CUT AND VERY LITTLE CLOTH top for gloria koay next year, GLORIA are you excited about the present that i gona buy for you? leave a tag if you see this will you?
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Thursday, November 15, 2007 ( 7:37 PM )
Omg im feeling like super tired now, i need at least 12 hours of sleep later/: im always so tired after band eh? i think i take a nap then i will wake up to write birthday letter for my senior(: i love writing letters! i think writing letters are so EXCITING!! i like to receive letters and replied letters. next year i shall WRITE ALOT ALOT letters to june ng((: and she will keep replying me then i will have so many letters <33
Band was not really good. i cant stand christmas festival song, like so many running notes and quaver stuff. the score look so compact and packed. rawrr, christmas festival song is not my cup of tea. if i ever get that for noms, i will just go and die. gahh im scared about noms. i will just lose face in my front of everybody):
Karyn play really well, her sightreading skills so gooood! can you imagine a junior teaching a senior? no wonder jayme always kope her and sit with her everytime >: D i think im a total goner especially after pop next year): no more cassandra to help and teach and protect me): i will forever live in my own world in my own jungle and forest! this is like so sad and pathetic! and btw THANKYOU WEIPING for the romantic princess poster! WUZUN! and big big thankyou to CASSSSANDRA for my belated present:DDDD ohmygod, mountain and cassandra are damm gross and pevertic. good gracious, their presents for each other~
okay i go play game for a while then i go sleep then i will wake up write letter then go SLEEEP again!!
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ( 7:20 PM )
AHA! i survive my 6hours of cip in the library!(: thanks to natalie:D im super irriated with this short and fat ah girl who stole my harry potter and the deathly hallows book from me > :( hello ah girl, you irritating RAWRRR! ended up with some pathetic chinese romance story~ how pathetic. i dont care i gona complete my 100hours of CIP by end of sec 3(: JIAYOUUU, AZA AZA FIGHTING GIOK(:
i saw this weird weird uncle with a broom hairstyle asking me help him find his black coloured umbrella. i got a shock when i turned around when he called me: xiao jie! i almost fell down.what a broomy hairstyle, i never ever seen it before in my 14 years of life. then when he found his umbrella, he came and tell me and i got a shock again when i see him. fancy a man having a broom haistyle! it was exactly the shape of a broom! i wanted to call natalie to see but i dunno where she went); then there is this old uncle asking me to find some wang lan cookery book, then when i bring him to the cookery section, he cant find his book and got so irritated with me, i ran away to hide /:
then there was this mother reading to her child: " 白熊猫跟黑熊猫说：“你真嘿”黑熊猫跟白熊猫说：“你真白!" HAHAHAHAH! like so retarded and funnny! then i found this kiddy cute cute book titled: love me, love me not(: very nice!
i wasnt naughty okay but the boy was doing the children section books and i had some on my trolley which wasnt supposed to be im my trolley. so i just left some on his trolley when he wasnt looking. besides i didnt get caught((: natalie didnt dare to put it on the boy's trolley so i got to help her. she still went to shelf it. i was like" natalie, why you still shelving? i put it on the boy's trolley already!" i was so loud and the boy was just behind me)):
im getting fat. hais there band tom again): more prawn and prawn and prawn): where's choy?): is there gona be anyone to save me tom
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ( 6:54 PM )
shopping was simply embarrassing today. shopping made me so broke, i was only left with 10cents at the end of the day that i dont even have money for lunch. dont even have money for orange bowl, how pathetic!/: hello miss ______ you better like it. we spend so much, out of budget eh! and i realise angela's meng li hua album is not only 10 bucks, it is 20BUCKS!? hais i need to save a lot of money to buy the stuff i want to buy)):
my hair is getting too long and irritating. my sister is gona try monsoon, i also want! but.. i got no money):
YEAH jayme went to watch full house again and now she's telling me about rain cute and retarded smile(: yay finally someone to talk to full house about(: mountain ar, 1 day you should really go watch full house!
band was simply: Demoralising
im hoping for a miracle to happen..
i shall go emo-ing, no mood for long long post
p.s. im feeling very tired today. Exceptionally tired, i think im falling sick, either a fever or a cold... since when was i so weak?
Labels: emo-ing
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Monday, November 12, 2007 ( 3:46 PM )
GIOK got a big big shock when i saw GLORIA KOAY during my shopping! O.O yesterday i walk till i dropped. first stop, Chinatown to buy new shampoo and in search of my bag. second shop, grandma house. third stop, bugis. and finally HOME SWEET HOME!(:
i didn't thought i would see any st.nicks girl or any classmate at Chinatown so i dressed till quite~ bimbo i guess? i dunoe its called bimbo or what. till i saw gloria koay... oh my god, i was like so embarrassing. i was so tired, wearing heels going shopping and dragged the plastic bag that made my so auntie~ MY NEW SHAMPOOO(: till gloria koay popped out of some boutique shop and gave me a shock out of my life o.O i never never ever thought i would see ah koay in Chinatown??!
OG was super crowded, it seems they are having sales all over eh? so i thought i could go try my luck and find my bag there(: i walked to the bags section, i saw Nike! i was like so happy, there were Adidas and Nike, then sure ot converse and stuff. BUT how would i know there was NO CONVERSE. the stupid boy promoter. "ehhhh..hmmmm..ehhh..i dont think we have converse here~ "like hello, you are the promoter you work here, do you need to think so long to tell me if there is converse here. *arbrish**arbrish*
seeing gloria there, she told me she went C1A. gahh then i was over there all emo, thinking of my big big group i go with in 2 unity. then i just out of the blue keep thinking about 2unity. then i keep thinking next year only giok alone in triple science. no big big group recess. nobody to laugh with me. nobody to go home with. the more i think, the more sad and frightened i got..but i had a laptop with me then, i would have posted a bad sad and emo post. but its okay, i feel much better now. i just hope there would just be someone im close to in my new class next year eh? (:
Sunday was grandma house day so i must drop by there so matter what. had dinner there and the maid's cousin came to visit the maid. my mom was like comparing the potatoes the maid was frying before her cousin came and after. the before ones look yellow and nice. the after ones were like black and chaotarr!! then my auntie was like saying the moment the maid cousin come, the maid got no mood to cook, anyhow cook then go chat with her cousin,HAHAHA. okay la but actually the a bit chaotar one taste nicer:DD
anyway after that off to bugis(: bought clothes again and a new ozozo glam wallet. i think i been spending too much money. shall stay low for a few weeks:DD the more i look at my wallet, the nicer it looks to me. nah im not using it now, maybe next year(: its white and shiny, i must take good care of it(: i want their white white leather pouch too!
after buying new clothes and wallet, i felt better, and stop thinking so much and emo-ing so much :DD
p.s OH YA, i got nightmare yesterday again. this time around i got hit by car, damm scary. shall not elaborate further
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Saturday, November 10, 2007 ( 11:18 PM )
gahh i think im gona close this soon. the tagboard is like so dead DD: maybe before school reopen i gona close this if it remains stagnent. the mosquitoes could even come and breed hereeeee DDD: *poutpout* i shall change my skin if i find a nice one sometime soon(:
my muscle aches are getting worse, cant even hurt properly. it hurts when i walk):
i think im not bad(: i managed to watch my girl even though the starting is like so damm boring. i went to force myself you know and i SURVIVE. firstly, the guy is not shuai, secondly made worse by the oh-not-very-pretty-girl): then i thought i saw one quite cute guy and my sister suddenly walk in:" oh my, that guy look so ah kua(gay) ~, exactly like a girl. waa what kind of girly hairstyle?!" i got so hurt la, i still wanted to tell her that guy was cute/:
im deprived of laughter. june ng and gloria, you see this <<
i miss my chance to buy that converse shoulderbag, it was ...
out of stock~
so irritated~
HOW? i love that bag like crazy. even though i just bought that new bag but i actually prefer this converse one. its white and simple. i wanted to buy using my own money even my mom dont buy me, and today i dunno what got into her, she suddenly say lets buy that bag today and it went...
"excuse me miss, its...OUT OF STOCK~
would you like this design instead. *arbrish* excuse me.. excuse me miss..."
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( 7:09 AM )
i think im officially considered a fat pig ): i tried to do some exercise today but ended up being exhausted. i attempted skipping, 300 in one shot. oh my, im having jelly legs now. they wobble and wobble like a jelly dancing on a plate and they cant stand properly DD: i think if i can, tmr i gonna have skipping tom again, 300 in one shot(: even my mom complain, the moment i wake up, its tv watching DVD. after that i take lunch then its computer time. after that i bathe, dinner then tv again. oh my, i gonna have fatter thigh. TERRIBLE~ i need VIGOROUS exercise everyday i think. anyone want to join me?(:
now its not only sores on my feet from yesterday, i also got wobbly legs from skipping. i guess tom's shopping got to v
i got a cut on my thigh from my shopping bags DD: sort of a slit. its looks like the blood clotted?!): scary, there is one blot of red red but its inside beneath the skin. not dried blood, gahh i dunoe how to describe): i dunwan another scar on my legs. i shall take 24 hour of this wound. awful, sensitive skin i have~
HELLO GOT INTO B4, anyone same as me? i getting scared, i dunoe anyone there. wheres gloriaaa and viviann and junnne and natalieee and the rest DDD:
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Thursday, November 08, 2007 ( 10:15 PM )
Did you guys go watch the three bear song? nice arent it? :DD rain looks retarded yet cute arent it(: HAHA!
oh my shopping spree today was damm tiring, i guess im not that kind of shopaholic that kind of girl.. or maybe its bcos im wearing a bit of heels. my feet is having sores all over. what i need now is a: foot massenger! yes, osim good? it has very good advertising yeah? should get my mom to buy it or something. AHHHH, my leg hurts!)): i dont know what i can do to make it better. the only thing i did so far was to apply a lot of baby grandson moisturing cream which isnt effective to all the sores):
but today i did shopped quite a lot,bought like hundred plus worth of stuff. i LOVE my new clothes, so nice(: bought a cheap and pretty necklace, some clips and not remember the rest. all shopping on saturday i guess. tomorrow is my rest day eh? my feet is like screaming in pain, gah /: i haven buy shoes yet, any shop or shoe band reccommendation, anyone? i need flats and heels..
next issue, i was on the bus then there was this sort of pervertic guy on the bus staring around at girls. my eyes are not very big but its not bad at dealing with that sort of guys who love to stare .. my eyes sort of look scary when i enlarge them and stare coldly. anyway today was NOT my first time, im no greenhorn so that guy got quite some scare when i stare at him coldly. im so proud of my eyes today:DD hais.. if only i got bigger eyes eh? big eues are goood you know! anyway i was telling my mom about it and she actually sort of chided me): she said i would get into fights easily if i continue to stare like that?! but to me its like for self-protection know /: its gooood and i like it. i just realise my newest hobby: staring at people
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007 ( 11:00 PM )
RAWRRR. this is so frustrating >:( I was bored so i tried to paint my nails): my nail painting session turned out to be a DISASTER! i think its because my mom got poor taste in those colour that she bought that made my nails turned out to be so U-G-L-Y! they are red like blood now~ i cant find any nice shade of pink): so i tried bloody red. it looks scary now.. like blooooooood!! i thought its gona be a success, next time i just gona stick to plain transparent..):
hais im so tired, i shall wash it off some other day, as long as its before band its okay. i dunwan let anybody see my ugly nails especilly miss prawn.. arent she gona scream at me, called me vain pok if she sees i painted my nails.. so horridly also?!!? >:P *poutpout*
p.s. its something like this red. but a bit darker..
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( 3:18 PM )
YAY! no school tmr no band tmr! its shopping day tom :DD Deepavali is a great day! what bests is that it falls on a wonderful thursday(: more time for my lips to rest, AZA AZA FIGHTING! YAAAAY!
aww.. i heard they played the ' i saw mammy kissing santa claus' yesterday. GAH i missed it >:( i like that song >:D my lips better recover faster oh man. i need some practice before i returned on Tuesday you know.
woke up at 12noon today(: AHA! again, but its okay. theres nothing to do now anyway or is there? i completed my chemistry quiz which is due today.. uh huh. and homework can only be done when i purchase the sec 3 textbooks right? :D what oh my, holiday homework~
hais i think im a terrible girl. i wake up at 12noon and sleep at 12 midnight. gahh i feel like A TOTAL PIG! i must make a effort and do some exercise and try to shed some weight uh huh? im like currently 40kg and 154cm tall): terrible. i think i could do with some skipping and get my butt off the chair from computer and get my butt off the sofa as well from the tv watching shows eh?
HEEYA! i think i from popular among the kids, they love me cause i sing them the three bear song! you know the korean lullaby that i mention in my previous post?
heres the url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIsjbKFpoPU
GO WATCH! its nice(: that is sung from a girl song kye kyo
now if you from to hear rain sing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Azjytq-F4QQ
GO WATCH, RAIN SINGS FUNNNNNY WITH ALL THE ACTIONS!
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007 ( 2:51 PM )
Come on everybody let's sing song! im sick today, so im staying at home, neh go band. i gave myself 1 hour break before i try to attempt my holiday homework quiz which is due tom/: i neh go band o.O i need a lot of rest at home
song from full house， “命运” :D
lyrics:
sa rang er zar mo ru ge so
song from full house， “命运” :D
lyrics:
sa rang er zar mo ru ge so
yi re ke da ga or zur nan mor ra so
ne ma em zo ca gu sa ram a pe so nun
ne du de ro an dye
yi rer zur a ra de ra miu
ce em bu te shi zek ha ji do a na so
ba bo ce rem yi je wa se yan n a
yi mi nu zun hu hye rur ha go yi so
ni ga sa rang yi dye ji an kirur bi re so
no man en zer de ro a ni girur bi re so
nen sa rang yi a nir ge ra go su do eb she na rur so ge wa so
kam shi su ce ga nun yin en yi gir ba re so
a pu sang ce man ne ge man ge jir te ni gga
ha ji man ar meiu se done ei mo dun ge shi yo simi na
zab go si pe
zar mo day shi zak yir a go
gu re ke syub ge seng gakhe se nun dei
en je dun bu rur su yi sur ge ra go
nan mi de se nun dey
o de ke mar he ya har ji
o di se bu te ga zar mo dyen gen ji
yi sa rang er pi he ya ha nun de
ni mo dun ge ne mu gu ri wo zo
ni ga sa rang yi dye ji an ki rur bi re so
ne man en zer de ro a ni girur bi re so
nen sa rang yi a nir ge ra go su do eb shi na rur so ge wa so
zam shi su ce ga nun yin yen i gir ba re se
a pun sang ce man ne ge nam ge jir te ni gga
ha ji man ar men se do
ne ei mo dun ge shi yok sim yi na
yi je no na ni men a mu ei mi eb nun day
yi jen no do na rur o zzer su ga eb nun day
ne rur ji wo ya man han da nun sa shi ri o nur do nar
do him dur he he
anyone knows korean? i need someone to teach me how sing this song. anyone?
and i kinda happy, i got 85% for my chem quiz even though i did it when im sick (:
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Saturday, November 03, 2007 ( 5:28 PM )
saturday
CIP at library is enjoyable! the people like me(:
the guy at the counter likes me, the lady at the counter likes me, the auntie whom im working with likes me! " i enjoy working with you. are you coming next week? if you are then i will come too!" See they likes me. the people at the counter smiles at me and say byebye when i go home. THE ONLY person who dont like me was this malay auntie cause i wear a bit of the high heels and when i wore there is this click click sound then she sort of told me off? rawrr the weird one, everyone else likes me.
i think im very kind. i moved one seat left on the mrt so that the man and sit beisde his pregnanat wife so that he can take care of her. he said thankyou to me :DD
i bought a new bag today, yeah went shopping with mom first before going for cip. whatever i buy whether izit clothes bag shoes or what, i all must go through mom first. she has a lot of power over all i buy you see. if i buy something without asking her and she thinks i buy some stuff that are lousy or not worth it, she will rant and rave at me ar! ): anyway she pays everything so okay la, let her see it and go through her first then i buy. so today she bought me a big bag. i told her i want one that can put my clarinet inside. then i show her a nice converse shoulderbag which i like a lot but she wasnt very happy with it. then i show her a le coq sportif bag, she likes it! cause its all glossy and big enough and everything(: well wei claims she gona laugh at me if it looks big. after i think think it is a bit too big eh? but i wana put the clarient inside then i dont need to keep hugging it you see. but im so angry my sis sees it and she shout so ugly! omg im damm piss. please lor i think my bag is much nicer than your stupid weird bag/:
sunday
what an average day~ coop up at home on the sofa watching FULL HOUSE! i finished it. omg im lucky i watch it at home. i was CRYING LIKE MAD! I had the whole tissue box to myself and was crying away. my eyes were totally red so was my nose. my face oh my, all red and puffy and everything. what a sight. then icry till i had a nose block. even my sis didnt even the tissue box. i was like the ONLY ONE who was clutching the tissue box, drawing one tissue after another and crying, i almost wana cry out loud oh my. what i didnt want my sis to shooosh me so i cry quietly, how torturing! it had been a long time since i cry till so terrible. ohh ya not very long ago, the previous night before i had my maths EOY, i freak out and i was acting like crazy woman~ /: gah i finished the show already, like so fast): now i must find one more show that is as nice as this which is like so diffcult eh. *poutpout*
FULL HOUSE IS LOVE LOVE :DDD
dinner and shopping at kovan was awful to the core. waited so long for my dinner, i never gona go kovan for dinner already. kovan shopping mall got nothing luh. only bought a lot of food, fake tako ball was awful, sushi was poorly wrapped and the shop already close before i drag my mom to the shop to ask her to buy for me>:( like so irriating! now im feel so fat eating the awfl tako ball. SO MUCH MAYO, then so little the brown sauce and fish flakes. awful combi luh ): and the taste is like not even half of the real tako ball ): i shall never go kovan anymore maybe after a few years./
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Friday, November 02, 2007 ( 5:54 PM )
My dear sister reckons that Rain is CUTE when he smiles like.. this (: haha, quite cute la in the show. those kind of retarded laugh i guess suits him. FULL HOUSE! i nvr gona tell cassandra anymore of my shows whether new or old. she made me embarrassed! i was telling people in band i got NEW SHOW TO WATCH and i got so excited till cassandra came and ask..
cassandra: what show izit?
giok: FULL HOUSE!..
Cassandra: i watch 2 years ago already -.-
giok: *speechless* ):
Went Bishan for lunch( sakae!) then Bugis for shopping with June NG! june ng is such a nice girl,she went window shopping with me after we went to buy her pouch together. then i got sick of being cold so i wana walk on the streeets outside then we saw so many rain! posters on the wall, advertisement on the bus and even in the shopping mall somewhere which i cant remember, HAHAH!
we went starbuck to sit down, she ordered some coffee with whip cream and chocolate on top. omg after that she started mixing and stirring with her straw. omg that nice cup of drink became so GROSS and DISGUSTING!
i dunoe how it started but we started talking about prom night and graduation, then we started thinking what those 'tomboy' will wear: p.jingwen and ah na! omg funnnny! bermuda and a nike shirt? HAHAHA! then how they dance and walk elegantly and gracefully? OMG! jeans? nonono, they must dress gown and dress! omg i gona make sure i gona find them that day and took picture with them in their dress and gown :DD
ahhs, when is vivian, limin and p.jingwen gona come back from changrai? so many days already? still not back >:( cip trip only mah, so long meh?
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Thursday, November 01, 2007 ( 6:29 PM )
another band prac today. okay luh(: no scolding. i started playing the scales then my lips started to peeeel! but miss sia doesnt seem to be in a good mood. she ranted and raved at our scales playing DDDD:
i thought: how? so bad mood. if i tell her i cant play she sure gona scold me!):
..she went out trying to fix some saxaphone, then i went to tell her. and SHE ACTUALLY SMILE AT ME! i was like WOOOOOOW! yes she a bit upset i not playing today but she didnt scold me(((: she just call me the handicap for always not playing)): i AM NO HANDICAP OKAY! is just sensitive lips, sensitive to the reed, thats all. cassandra and calista.. the sec3 cam e back today(((: YAY! happy i sat beside cassandra and hear her playing so i didnt get lost in the new song: i saw mammy kissing santa claus! its like so nice, wei say got the song in happyland! no wonder so familiar. but at the end of the day miss sia took back the score)): i LIKE that song. its like so niceee! ohh and i love to watch miss sia quarrel with or ong. miss sia seems to want to SCREAM AND YELL at him but she cant cause she cant scold mr ong in front of us. then miss sia look so irriated with mr ong today.." i pass you the score just now.. its WITH YOUUU.. you took it outside with you just now...seeeee the score is with you just now?!?!?! @!%&£#!@ " mr ong like so helplessss! HAHAHAHA! its like so fun to watch!
and like OH MY GOD! miss aw jingwen got same tutor as me?! HIGHLY AMUSINGGG :DD ohh): i think my tutor thinks im very stupid DD: whatever question i ask him, he tell me: " this one very simple what, you dont know how to do meh? .. you sure you dont know how to do?!" then he starts to blabber and blabber explaining and explaining and sometimes i cant catch it but i dont dare to tell him. i dont dare to stop him so i just nodded and say orh orh okay okay. then later he test me a simliar question.. I DUNO HOW TO DO! then i will be like: ermm how to do ar? YEAH, i suppose you know what his reaction was.
and i think he thinks that im very childish and lame))): **poutpout**
tutor (asking some scienctific question): why do think the house is not made of cheese?
braindead me: hmmm.. cause the mouse will eat it?
tutor: roll eye~
me:* feels hurt*
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