Its not Empty

e m P t Y

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ( 9:14 PM )

WHEN IS MY LIPS EVER GOING TO RECOVER?! @!%$&@ rawrr. angry. irritated. rawrr. band wasnt as bad.. as i think i suppose? not as bad as those nightmares that i had. combine as really boring. there wasnt enough score so i goto sit there like some wooden block? i seriously.. almosy fell asleep. i try to see the scre from cassandra's stand but i cant. i try to hear what shokling was playing but i cant. i only can hear the super loud trumpets and flute. in the end i gave up and sat there like some wooden block..
and how come young mr choy so long never take us? he only took us like once or twice then never took us already. i envy the sec 1..(: ohh man you know what? i think mr choy thinks i like him but actually it is jayme can! that time i saw him on the track, then i got so excited to tell jayme cause she like him so i scream and shout excitedly and point and point at him.then bcos of the commotion i made, he stared up the specs stand at me. so EMBARRASSING! then today he saw me, he was staring at me i think? or maybe he was staring at the tree behind me? HAHAH! yeah, i think so, he should be staring at the tree!(: i hope he's not thinking i like him which i definitely not. HAHAHA! im spending my time admiring wuzun now(: i start to like him again after watching gongzhu xiaomei. love love!

today cassandra was like saying today was her last band prac but actually its the coing thursday. and all the sec3 will be taking a break from cca AGAIN when cca just resume? LUCKY eh! she say until like i never gona see her again anymore, like so sad like forever not seeing each other huh? like even worse than pop aiyo. then i got so scared. then no more cassandra to sit beside me during band. no more cassandra to 'protect' me from prawn. then i got so sad! /: hope thursday not really her last band prac huh? )): and i hope mountain really going for band camp. LOVE LOVE! may massu kei tago soul be with you forever and forever as long as you go for band camp. YAY(:

most importantly, i got back back my EXAM PAPERS today! geog and history are good(: science is not ever god,surprisinly i passed physics. and ah na ow me maltesers! ((:

ps: i heard from my monitor tmr my class going spec stand for some toilet prize presentation i shall sleep early so tmr the whole sch will see me nice and pretty!