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Sunday, October 28, 2007 ( 4:27 PM )

lets talk about last night..
TERRIBLE. first i went library for 2 hours cip. then it look so SUNNNY outside so i decided to idle around and look for some magazine till the sun goes away. but after 1 hour, i got so hungary so i went cheese fries at KFC((: fattening but only once in a blue moon okay so its okay(: im supposed to meet my mom and my sis at orchard for dinner at the crystal jade place. but i not very sure how to go /:
i feel so lost and stupid. i actually dunoe how to go to orchard? i bus-ed to the amk mrt station and took the dunoe marina bay or jurong east? i also cant remember, i only knows its on the right side. i nvr felt so stupid in taking public transport. on the board it says 13 min from amk to orchard. i thought i just alight after somewhat feel like 13 mins have passed. but in the end i forogt to keep track): then i try to hear what the woman speaker trying to announce and it is what it was:
1. when its toa payoh, i heard sembawang?!
2. when its braddell, i heard bedok?!
3. when its newton, i heard fullerton?! i was like thinking got such mrt stop??!
so scary i thought i took the wrong train! )): until i heard one man talking so loudly on the train, it overpower all the noise the rest making and the mrt speaker.
he was saying:
hello.. 我在mrt了，安呐，我知道orchard mrt吗! okay byebye byebye!
you know that kid of brokem chinese and english, speaks like some big big gangster that kind. but i was so happy so i just followed the man and alighted when he alighted so finally got myself safely at orchard mrt!((:
you know what? i like going crystal jade bcos my mom sort of got some special privellges. we dont need to take a number and wait and wait and queue, we just walk right in and sit((: and some other stuff i dunwan elaborate. but i really like walking in without queuing(: queueing sucks(: wait so loooong, by the time its you turn, got gastric already lor! o.O
then cos my dad refuse to come, we must take-away for him like so mafan. and bcos of that i couldnt go shopping. after dining, my mom and my sis like walked so fast. i walk and walk then i saw this shoe or top or dress then they like disappear in the crowd already. i cant even go in and see. then when i managed to catch up with them and drag them in, they keep saying negative stuff and keep asking me faster faster. like so irriatating! i saw this jakcet that i like and want to buy. then my mom started commenting on the lousy farbic and zip and everything so in the end i wasnt allowed to buy. but that jacket really nice la $39.90! BUT mom says the lousy quality, canot buy): i was getting so fed up. mrt-ed to bishan where my dad waited at car park to take us home. i went to shop at bishan again like 10 mins then go home already? saw this nice top but my mom dont like so.. canot buy):
when i go home, tv calmed my nerves down so its not so bad. then my dad fell asleep in the living room while watching tv. i laughed at the tv show. my dad woke up abruptly and gave my thigh a spanking!? and you know why? just because my laughter sounded awful? first you deprived me of shoppping and now you are giving me a spanking just bcoe my laughter sounded awful? are you crazy?! i was FURIOUS so of course i threw a temper. BIG TEMPER. when i got over angry and i cry. so i blow my nose and wipe my tears and threw all the tissue on his bed. i went to eat chocolate on his bed. hopefully some crisp dropped and attract ants. yes, im that angry. please luh, a SPANKING on my thigh, it turned RED okay. i was fuming mad. my mom sided me, he knew he was wrong to hit me but he refused to admit it and just said that i should go and see a doctor to check if i got internal injury.. like **** i got a spanking. for no reason? fuming mad! even if i got a spanking for a reason, i stil would be mad cos i got spanking. since young i cant even remember ever getting any spanking. if you beat me, you break the record, you DIE. you beat me. BEAT...