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giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
giok, 15
16 AUGUST 1993, Leo
CHIJ. St nicholas girls'school
B, clarinet
♥ connie talbot
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
OHH i haven blog for so long. i got so much things to asy but today im tired. i woke up so damm early at like 1030 so that ican submit my subject combi paper to the office by 12 /: i can actually submit ytd after band but i stupidly left it all locked up in my file in band room, so i must go today early in the morning, okay la, i know its actually not very early but i was feeling tired after that band prac ytd. i realise band always make me VERY TIRED ..
I.. like finally get it done with my subject combination((: i had such a hard time deciding on which elective to take: e.lit or history.
okay so here it is: B4
triple science with pure GEOGRAPHY and elective: ss- e.lit
i think my family is generally fed up with me cos im simply sooooo indecisive! im practically the most indecisive person in the world. let me show you..
first, my mom:
me: what should i choose, elit or history eh?
mom: choose what you like
me: i dunoe leh? **shrug** i think i like history better
mom: then take history
me: but history a lot stuff to memo, still got triple science, i cant cope you know
mom: then take e.lit
me: but they say e.lit very hard to score and right..
mom( interuppted me): then take HISTORYYY!
me: but right...
mom: walks off~
second, my sis:
me: eh jie, i dunoe what to take. elit? history?
sis: take what you like? as long as e.lit not your main humanities
me: yeah i know its pure geog. but my elective how? i duno
sis: which one you like better?
me: i dunoe lehh.. ehh i think i like history a bit more
sis: then take history
me: but my tutor say e.lit is gooood! you will learn a lot of stuff if your teacher is good
sis: then take e.lit lor as long as... not main human?
me: but right you are the one that keep saying elit very hard to score, dont take e.lit and stuff
sis: yeah, take histoy bah
me: But... i think.. actually i dunoe leh. you think-
sis: -give me that what do you want look-
do you get a slight idea of how indecisive i am? anyway its all over *shrug* i hope i choose the right thing? i cant change anymore cant i?
next issue, i m going like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy over FULL HOUSE, that fantastic korean show! i found my new love for Korean show. i got the dvd currently, i cant rent at $8 bucks to you guys. but ..if you are my good friend got discount okay? ermmm $5! anyone?
sorry yes i really need money since im not working i need to earn money in a different manner eh? its about this ordinary girl and this superstar. very funnnny! a mixture of romance and comedy i think! my favourite combination((:
I woke up at somwhat like 12noon today.. soo i couldnt go school to try my luck to find miss laipeckee for band room key to submit my subject combi): hais, my mom didnt wake me up! i thought i could easily wake up at 930 or 10 which is usually automatically did. i suppose last night i stay up too late watching shows. i got NEW SHOWSS to watch((:
2 korean show. its not exactly new but i haven watched it so its new to me:
1. full house
2. my girl
im into full house now, main character rain and a girl which i dunoe her name. as i watch the show, i suddenly remember mountain. i dunoe why but she came suddenly interuppted my thoughts while i was watching the show. rain.. i thought.. SMALL eyes, TALL and Muscular? arent he mountain's type? SMALLLL EYES! then i started wondering why weishan dont like rain? she nvr mention rain to me before? she liked jap guys of small eyes, soccer player with tweeeny wheeny eyes and muscular kaka! why she dont like rain? like so weird? im gona ask her why! anw the show is really nice and funnnny! well.. maybe not as nice as gongzhu xiaomei. i dunoe leh, i only just start watching the first 2 episodes :DD
today is MONDAY! means new episode of gongzhu xiaomei is UUUPPPPP! Yeah(: ohh man i think my holidays are really going on very well(: and im going out with june ng on friday. oops i haven ask my mom, neh mind tonight when she watching tv, i shall go disturb her. moreover i already told her one day im gona go shopping with my friends after she irritate me so much after the shopping at orchard.
tmr is Tuesday= band
i just hope tmr's band not gona spoil my oh-so-far-so-good holidays(: scared.. AGAIN okay later i shall sacrifice about 1 hour or so and memo all those scales that are still not on my fingertips. no musical background is hardwork..):if my lips allow, maybe have some friendly interaction with mr.clarinet..
p.s. vivian, limin and jingwen are in changrai! some wulu wulu place i think. part of thailand? less developed country? wish them safe journey and have fun digging in the farms and sleeping with the cows. moo moo!
lets talk about last night..
TERRIBLE. first i went library for 2 hours cip. then it look so SUNNNY outside so i decided to idle around and look for some magazine till the sun goes away. but after 1 hour, i got so hungary so i went cheese fries at KFC((: fattening but only once in a blue moon okay so its okay(: im supposed to meet my mom and my sis at orchard for dinner at the crystal jade place. but i not very sure how to go /:
i feel so lost and stupid. i actually dunoe how to go to orchard? i bus-ed to the amk mrt station and took the dunoe marina bay or jurong east? i also cant remember, i only knows its on the right side. i nvr felt so stupid in taking public transport. on the board it says 13 min from amk to orchard. i thought i just alight after somewhat feel like 13 mins have passed. but in the end i forogt to keep track): then i try to hear what the woman speaker trying to announce and it is what it was:
1. when its toa payoh, i heard sembawang?!
2. when its braddell, i heard bedok?!
3. when its newton, i heard fullerton?! i was like thinking got such mrt stop??!
so scary i thought i took the wrong train! )): until i heard one man talking so loudly on the train, it overpower all the noise the rest making and the mrt speaker.
he was saying:
hello.. 我在mrt了，安呐，我知道orchard mrt吗! okay byebye byebye!
you know that kid of brokem chinese and english, speaks like some big big gangster that kind. but i was so happy so i just followed the man and alighted when he alighted so finally got myself safely at orchard mrt!((:
you know what? i like going crystal jade bcos my mom sort of got some special privellges. we dont need to take a number and wait and wait and queue, we just walk right in and sit((: and some other stuff i dunwan elaborate. but i really like walking in without queuing(: queueing sucks(: wait so loooong, by the time its you turn, got gastric already lor! o.O
then cos my dad refuse to come, we must take-away for him like so mafan. and bcos of that i couldnt go shopping. after dining, my mom and my sis like walked so fast. i walk and walk then i saw this shoe or top or dress then they like disappear in the crowd already. i cant even go in and see. then when i managed to catch up with them and drag them in, they keep saying negative stuff and keep asking me faster faster. like so irriatating! i saw this jakcet that i like and want to buy. then my mom started commenting on the lousy farbic and zip and everything so in the end i wasnt allowed to buy. but that jacket really nice la $39.90! BUT mom says the lousy quality, canot buy): i was getting so fed up. mrt-ed to bishan where my dad waited at car park to take us home. i went to shop at bishan again like 10 mins then go home already? saw this nice top but my mom dont like so.. canot buy):
when i go home, tv calmed my nerves down so its not so bad. then my dad fell asleep in the living room while watching tv. i laughed at the tv show. my dad woke up abruptly and gave my thigh a spanking!? and you know why? just because my laughter sounded awful? first you deprived me of shoppping and now you are giving me a spanking just bcoe my laughter sounded awful? are you crazy?! i was FURIOUS so of course i threw a temper. BIG TEMPER. when i got over angry and i cry. so i blow my nose and wipe my tears and threw all the tissue on his bed. i went to eat chocolate on his bed. hopefully some crisp dropped and attract ants. yes, im that angry. please luh, a SPANKING on my thigh, it turned RED okay. i was fuming mad. my mom sided me, he knew he was wrong to hit me but he refused to admit it and just said that i should go and see a doctor to check if i got internal injury.. like **** i got a spanking. for no reason? fuming mad! even if i got a spanking for a reason, i stil would be mad cos i got spanking. since young i cant even remember ever getting any spanking. if you beat me, you break the record, you DIE. you beat me. BEAT...
OH MY GOD! i cant believe it. 36 UNIQUE VISITS YTD! ohh my i love you guys(((: *muahmuah* i nvr ever hit 30 before, ytd was like my very very very first time. JUNE NG are you jealous? i love the number 36 now(:
by the way i thought the girl is really pretty <<<<
she has nice straight hair with no split hair ends, fair and smooth complexion with no pimples and she look like the kind who got HUGE adorable eyes and straight teeth and she looks tall too(: weighing up all my evidence, dont you think she's pretty? the exact kind of girl i envy!
ITS THE HOLIDAYS! and i totally forget theres such thing called holiday homework existed! typical giok/: hais.. today is friday means got aiqing mofashi tonight. ohh my, i cant believe it! my dad is going BERSERK, totally crazy over the show and he was so angry when i told him i returned tingyuan her dvd. and he demanded me to go borrow from her again, i told him it was already school holidays. and you know what he said? he actually asked me where tingyuan live and he said he will drive to her house and borrow it?! oh my god! i first time see him so crazy over the show you know! scary o.O
xinyao wasnt very interesting though the quite well known guy in Singapore came to st.nick. that financial literacy man was like much more interesting, i think he's like gloria koay number 2! Before the talk starts, he sat there staring at people. i thought he look like a pervert you know. you see his eyes make him very scary and weird looking when he stares at people, absolutely scary. oh my i think he's really rich that guy, i think vivian is thinking of having him adopt her as god-daughter or something i bet! but i think he's really very very very rich and i dunmind and for the first time i wana be a stranger's goddaughter. haha, influenced by hengg!
and much to my HORRRRROR, i think i become darker afrer drills ytd. save me someone, i think i need to save up a new sum of money to buy whitening cream. the rate im darkening is really making me go berserk!
New skin:DD izit nice? i think the girl look so pretty theree! and i quite like the layout(:
i finished aiqing mofashi already, looking for new show to watch, any reccommendations, anyone?
My june ng today neh came school. i sms her and call her like so many times but she neh reply till at night. i thought what happened to her! emo-ing at home? gloria even went to the extend of thinking if she was hospitalised.
people in school so worried about her and guess what she reply? '2dae feeling lazy n cannot feel all my clips'?! like so shit. all becos of her hair, her super bad hair day i suppose? then she just pon like that. okay larh today was like super boring.. PBL~ like PBL~ NOBODY CAN HEAR MY VOICE! i start reading like nobody can hear, then i didnt know whether to stop or continue. HAHAH! forget it, yes my presentation skills is very limited..
and im like superrr happy today, like exhilarated! no prawn got choy!(: ohh man mr choy really save my life today. if without him i think i need go see doctor today already. ohh man, choy is such a super super nice guy! although his eyes a bit too small):and i realise he conduct really funnnny! he got super big actions and get excited when playing the main melody of the christmas songs! then he will swing his arms and hands like super big than swooooooosh down! HAHA! then the other moment he will jerk and jerk his hand like so abruptly.. okay let me think of a suitable phrase.. like he got s electric shock!! YES! thats the right phrase to describe! ohh man i love observing conductors. i remember SYF i saw a few funny cute ones too:D but i bet no longer how happy i feel, jayme sure much much much more happier than me that choy came today:DD she was like smiling sheepishly at him throughout the whole band prac and her eyes glued to mr choy. awww.. jayme! dont worry nobody fighting with you.. i think unless you know *coughcough* zhuer was like observing you in band jayme! you musnt be so obivous next time okay!(: *grin grin* jayme taste for guys comes from all walks of life you know.
i look forward to be band prac with choy(: YEAH!(: i hope he come next tuesday as well. wait and my favourite part is that he give us break! so that i can put cream on my lips. arent he a nice guy? i bet you agree with me(:
and im happy hongkong and china people comes! welcome welcome(((:
My previous post has such EXTRAORDINARY mood influencing skills! Many people feel so sad after reading(: so i gona elaborate moreee!
how what if next year got no more june and gloria to get lame with me and comfort me?
then nobody to laugh like a maniac with me?
no more branderna to quarrel with?
no more limin to tell me to be nicer to na?
no more vivian to go home with and forcing me to study and gossip and comfort me and tell her my problems?
i guess still can see nat in band so thats not too bad.
no more sock to nag and remind me stuff.
AHH. i will miss it like crazy.
how?
no more big big group to go recess with): sad.
everybody must choose bio and chem okay, then somehow which i dunoe how get into pure geog at the same time(:
i want somebody to go shopping with me. i want to buy bag!
okay i shall try to go sleep now since im meeting june tmr(:
okay i decided its time to blog. its been dead for 3 WHOLE DAYS! so sad): i has been more than a week and ly lips still haven recovered. okay enough about my lips. i been saying it in almost every post i bet you guys are sick of reading about my lips o.O
ytd band was boring. didnt no anything to make sec3 'last band prac' more special. aww.. im sorry cassandra. i didnt play again. i was like sleeping but it was like so noisy and so bright. then i took my pilate towel and cover myself. mountain beside me was getting excited discussing about her japanese magazines with juniors and others. but i slept for quite a long time till lijia came. i got no idea how play christmas favourites. i nvr seen the score while listening to the playing. guess i gona die an tuesday. hopefully prawn's still overseas and ong or choy will come(: or even better nobody come(: that will be like so w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l! mountain and i try to draw the clarinet portrait and wei draw me till like shit. she draw everybody so ugly except herself -.- i attempt a cat for jayme after wei's editing, i turn out disasterous! and jayme is twins with ** HAHAHAHAH! all wei's idea. ohh i told part of the scary scary dream to mountain. andnot only didnt she agree it ws scary, she was laughing like MAD! learning about sightreading is good. i hope we can do that at least once per week(:
enough about cca. its left to one last week before 2 unity 2007 disappears. so i gona treat everyone is 2 unity very nice next week. have i realise? next year i might not be seeing them again. i might not go same class as some of them. awww.. i gona miss quite a few people. some want to take physics so it immediately byebye to them. actually i quite like my class leh. at least dont have any like extreme hatred.the people i hang out with are nicee(: at least i never get bullied(: i think the most funny thing is that the branderna la. at first i was scared of her, then i think a period of time she was scared of me? HAHAH! then i became angry with her but sometimes i still nice to her okay! and she thought i hate her. but she ly to me. she never gave me maltsers she ow me. anw next year i wont see her. she's a physics freak like vivian. i will treat you very nice next week. byebye. i been classmates and friend with vivian for 2 years already. if next year different class, think i gona feel weird without her. but how they are all physics freako!
june also huh. she keep thinking she gona go 'a' class. my sitting partner who fell on her butt! haaha! how next year diff class also? hopefully nat, gloria, vivian will come with me. ohh grace then and limin been every nice to me too, but grace ip-ing away! i dunoe what subject limin gona take? hais. shall not think so much. the more i think, the more emo i feel.
What a foul day! i realise my previous post got a lot typo error so i gona type this post SUPER SLOWLY so it wont have any typo error(: if it still have a lot means maybe i goto take some typing courses.. vivian is already suggesting me to take decision courses but i cant decide things at all, regardless big or small /: (YAY! typing so far so good)
anyway back to why was today a foul day. my exam papers today are all bad and poor. and if i may add full of rubbish and **** but luckily i passed my higher chinese which some seem to fail which was pretty scary. and my poor lips haven recover. its realy taking its own sweet time, recovering slower and slower.. then i went to complain to my mom. and she told me that whenever my lips are sick, im always in a bad mood. and i have thinknig about what she told me for the past hour and i think it is really true. so when my lips are not well, you better not come and irritate me. firstly i keep worrying about cca and clarinet when lips are not well. then i thinking of how it affect my look that day. then i cant smile cos cracking is real pain. which means i cant laugh. and also i cant eat certain food like spicy or too salty or anything that might irritate my lipsa nd make it worse. all these made me angry and sad and emo and hence... bad mood, bad day.
hais i expect more bad mood days to come till sec4 till i step down..
limin had passed me the aqmfs dvd today. love LOVE! and also thankyou limin for chionging the show and ty for lending me the disc(: YAY(: perhaps i shall help ty say more hao3 hua4 in front of na o.O
i know i should be thankful that i got a A for maths but others are like getting 80 plus and some even 90 plus in class. i know i must not be greedy. but after comparing i feel really sad. maybe i need to scold myself. cause i didnt manage to study for maths? and that time i was praying hard that i could pass. okay im greedy. ireally need to be thankful. i deserve a big scolding..
talking about chinese made me sad. el.lit was harder to score than i expected. i think i hear too much praise and over encouragemen from mrs chan. then i was expecting like... too high expectations leads to higher disappoinment. yeah):
and oh yes.. iwas talknig to mountain on msn last night. and she told me to dream about her and guess what i really did!but it was a scary dream.. more of a nightmare. i was crying like mad in the dream. scary. not nice to elaborate. not at all. people involved are mainly clarinet section, mountain was the main character then got me gwyneth cassandra calista and lijia.. scary! when i woke up, i dunoe why.. i told myself to treasure mountain more! HAHAHA!
okay i wana go chiong 1 dvd of aqmfs(: cya(:
p.s. is my typing error better? i type really slowly you know then i just check my work!
WHEN IS MY LIPS EVER GOING TO RECOVER?! @!%$&@ rawrr. angry. irritated. rawrr. band wasnt as bad.. as i think i suppose? not as bad as those nightmares that i had. combine as really boring. there wasnt enough score so i goto sit there like some wooden block? i seriously.. almosy fell asleep. i try to see the scre from cassandra's stand but i cant. i try to hear what shokling was playing but i cant. i only can hear the super loud trumpets and flute. in the end i gave up and sat there like some wooden block..
and how come young mr choy so long never take us? he only took us like once or twice then never took us already. i envy the sec 1..(: ohh man you know what? i think mr choy thinks i like him but actually it is jayme can! that time i saw him on the track, then i got so excited to tell jayme cause she like him so i scream and shout excitedly and point and point at him.then bcos of the commotion i made, he stared up the specs stand at me. so EMBARRASSING! then today he saw me, he was staring at me i think? or maybe he was staring at the tree behind me? HAHAH! yeah, i think so, he should be staring at the tree!(: i hope he's not thinking i like him which i definitely not. HAHAHA! im spending my time admiring wuzun now(: i start to like him again after watching gongzhu xiaomei. love love!
today cassandra was like saying today was her last band prac but actually its the coing thursday. and all the sec3 will be taking a break from cca AGAIN when cca just resume? LUCKY eh! she say until like i never gona see her again anymore, like so sad like forever not seeing each other huh? like even worse than pop aiyo. then i got so scared. then no more cassandra to sit beside me during band. no more cassandra to 'protect' me from prawn. then i got so sad! /: hope thursday not really her last band prac huh? )): and i hope mountain really going for band camp. LOVE LOVE! may massu kei tago soul be with you forever and forever as long as you go for band camp. YAY(:
most importantly, i got back back my EXAM PAPERS today! geog and history are good(: science is not ever god,surprisinly i passed physics. and ah na ow me maltesers! ((:
ps: i heard from my monitor tmr my class going spec stand for some toilet prize presentation i shall sleep early so tmr the whole sch will see me nice and pretty!
Today is Sunday. Means Taiwan people are going to watch the 5th episode of gongzhu xiao mei later, means i can watch it on monday or something(: YAY.
i didnt went to find any job at all. i think i shall spend more time watching tv, youtube and computer and finding cip and clearing my table mess. yes.
my mom is nagging at me that i can watch tv from 7pm to 1am but couldnt even clear my table for 10mins. then she `!@%~$£!@% then my dad scolded her being so noisy then she vent her anger on me?
i guess my lips feel a bit better today(:
im a bit happier today than ytd.
its okay, tmr i gona be VERY happy:DD
Everytime my lips are not in good condition, i always feel very sad. thats how im feeling now. It was like a few days back since i had my clarinet prac which lasted for les than 1 hour): and it was no way vigrorous that type. looking at my lips now and applying the same cream, i feel emo.
whenever they are not in good condition, i think about stuff.. a lot. brooding over such stuff made your heart heavy. maybe if ever given a choice again, i would have choose another cca? perhaps one that had less scolding and nicer coach.. its HARD work trying to survive in there. cca haven even resume yet and the same feeling is coming back/:
the people i know in band are however perhaps the only factor that made band nice. thanks(: having a short chat with her that day, i really wonder if i can last till noms next year. thinking about it made me shudders. i cant sight-read for nuts..
my mom is awfull naggy and getting on my nerves everydayo.O she nags at me to clear my stuff, my table and do 'spring cleaning' everyday. i hate clearing stuff. so dusty that made my nose sneeze non-stop then it turned red like clown. horrible): aiya, no matter how i clear my table, the next ady it is just as messy so whats the use. looking at my friends looking for job, most seemed unsuccessful. only june who went to work for her mom and earns $5/hour, 10 hours.day. hence she earn $50 per day. not bad right? (: im jealous!
everybody should go watch 公主小妹！its really nice and funny. i like 偶像剧you see. somemore got wuzun inside and the female main character is zhang shao han. you might have guess why i like that show. they got nice eyes(: im starting to like wuzun.. ohh man o.O
I changed blogskin. credits to VIVIAN! vivian you see this? (: thanks for helping me look for the skin(: yeah, i took very long to see that picture.
now i got so little links! i only put those that i confirm the blog still functioning.. as in i comfirm that address is the correct one. GAHH! now my links looks pathetic leh):
anw, games carnival is full of shit.
whatever english test):
see! im rusting at home
My mum forces me to read newspapers. im sad. that magician of love i watched online is not too good. the screen is too small and the website lags. i hope i can get hold of the dvd or vcd soon enough/:
and ytd i managed a conversion with my tutor. HAHAHA! im quite not so close with my tutor you see. a bit shy, a bit cant talk. perhaps i think im too lame and i dun dare to talk. ytd, i actually managed a conversion with my tutor, which i though was rather amazing o.O and my tutor is actually sort of allowing or izit encouraging me to watch taiwanese and korean and japanese dramas(: like the first i ever seen. at first my tutor was like saying desperate housewives and some cheem things that i nvr heard before. hahah. and he gona lend me the tape(: SHOCKING! oh man. i getting influenced by gloria's 'shocking'! of course my tutor got say stuff like reading newspapers and watching news and stuff also la. that's sort of what i expect him to say.
today is boring day. i never laugh. deprive of laughing without people like june and gloria etc. ):
Exams OFFICIALLY ENDED today(:YAY! so today i faced computer and tv whole day. and i am starting to grew bored of it. like so fast? i need to find myself more entertainment..
ohh and vivian showed me her sms. that pay money thing is just from my monitor, ah na. i didnt read on the whole sms /:
nothing to say today. tmr got NO SCHOOL! im glad nothing like mep or drama for me(:
SHOCKING! i think i must do less drills! my mom claims that i look awful when i walk. i actually look like im MARCHING!? oh my god! i seriously need to STOP doing drills. but it seemed ages since i did drills..
i dunoe
anw, ytd i receive this weird sms asking me pay 12 or 18 bucks to the person. siao meh? anyhow pay money to you? i dont know who izit. that person is not in my contact. just some dunoe wad number. scary. i shall show it to people on monday!
games reccomendation:
jane's hotel ( just play once, if you play a second time, i find it not so nice)
but the game i like most its still CIAO BELLA!
dont play cake mania 2 or carrie nanny: preschool. super boring!
so there! i dunoe wad to blog. im in need of shopping partner!
Sigh~ i gona be lonely for like more than 1 week during december hols cause mountain is going away to japan .okay perhaps 1 month. cca, i dunoe how survive. okay. maybe i can. i dunoe. i just always realise how dependant i was. thats so sad. thinking about it, in class, i depend on a lot of people also. aiyo, im so dependant on others.
ohh man. im addicted to the magician of love lehh. how? i so angry youtube dunhave. crunchyroll banned etc. i must chase the tv every friday. luckily my dad watch with me or else my mom will shun me go and sleep. yesterday magician of love was so nice. then i wen youtube to watch the commerical on all the episodes, i think i will get sadder as i watch each episode. the middle or near the end there seems so sad. but now tv still at starting, still quite nice and sweet((:
can anyone teach me how study for HCL paper 2? canot study one right? i already playing and watching tv and got no mood for studying already.
OHH i just went to check! my blog readers isnt entirely from Singapore! people from united states came as well. Ohh im so happy!
YAY! come on everybody you got to be happy! EXAMS ARE OVERRR! okay not exactly there's another Chinese paper2 on monday but thats okay. cause i didnt know how to prepare for chinese paper2? how study?
YAY! so exams are so called OVER(: YAY. iam so happy i didtn take any thing like MEP pr drama or whatsoever. HENCE I CAN START WATCHING TV!!! AND PLAYING COMPUTER!! ((: YAY!
yes i am very happy. i cant watch magician of love tonight! everybody must watch okay. tonight 1130(: mountain knows. she like to watch too! HAHAH! its very nice. although the girl not very pretty but .. quite okay la. the boy is quite old 27 years old already but still quite okay la. the more you watch, the more you find me better and okay. its always like that.
okay. im very sorry to my family cause during this period i was horrible at home. i was like the king and i made them get this get that for me. i make them 'take exam' with me. theres was no tv for them as well. i demanded complete silence from them. okay, they help me. cause in the afternoon there's construction and i cant study. so they cooperated.
ohhh next to vivian okay. VIVIAN READ THIS AR! thanks to vivian's DAD. yeah. her DAD was very nice. he fetched me home this whole exam week. Yeah. thankyou uncle. you are very nice man. hahah. i dont think he read blogs.. okay to vivian for bring me to that condusive place to force me to study and for all the wonderful sms. okay? and and.. dont cut your hair la. if not you gona look pathetic with no hair again. DONT CUT!
okay beside those, there are some others which i will made them annoyomus. cos i dont think they want their names here. THANKYOU OKAY! you nice girl(: i change my opinion of you okay. you were nice when you are nice. <<>
ohh june and my mountain(: thanks for the tags and sms. june ar. you naughty freak say what i late queen?! i not la. im punctual de can(: PUNCTUAL. that stupid bus came late. its not my fault leh. i made an effort to walk very very fast here!i want to sit back original seat after exam! no more index number! grace then and branderna is terrible. so naughty and noisy): i want my original seat. my seat is nice(:
mountain got miss me anot? cca stand down 1 month leh! i bet you didnt. you only obessed over your massu and yamapi and everything right ): hais. CCA is gona start soon. i gona get scolding from miss prawn again. how leh?
YAY! i wana go shopping/ ohh i just remembered i goto shop for some people's birthday present.**coughcough* okay la very long post already. i wana play com. BYEE
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ( 5:20 PM )
OHH i haven blog for so long. i got so much things to asy but today im tired. i woke up so damm early at like 1030 so that ican submit my subject combi paper to the office by 12 /: i can actually submit ytd after band but i stupidly left it all locked up in my file in band room, so i must go today early in the morning, okay la, i know its actually not very early but i was feeling tired after that band prac ytd. i realise band always make me VERY TIRED ..
I.. like finally get it done with my subject combination((: i had such a hard time deciding on which elective to take: e.lit or history.
okay so here it is: B4
triple science with pure GEOGRAPHY and elective: ss- e.lit
i think my family is generally fed up with me cos im simply sooooo indecisive! im practically the most indecisive person in the world. let me show you..
first, my mom:
me: what should i choose, elit or history eh?
mom: choose what you like
me: i dunoe leh? **shrug** i think i like history better
mom: then take history
me: but history a lot stuff to memo, still got triple science, i cant cope you know
mom: then take e.lit
me: but they say e.lit very hard to score and right..
mom( interuppted me): then take HISTORYYY!
me: but right...
mom: walks off~
second, my sis:
me: eh jie, i dunoe what to take. elit? history?
sis: take what you like? as long as e.lit not your main humanities
me: yeah i know its pure geog. but my elective how? i duno
sis: which one you like better?
me: i dunoe lehh.. ehh i think i like history a bit more
sis: then take history
me: but my tutor say e.lit is gooood! you will learn a lot of stuff if your teacher is good
sis: then take e.lit lor as long as... not main human?
me: but right you are the one that keep saying elit very hard to score, dont take e.lit and stuff
sis: yeah, take histoy bah
me: But... i think.. actually i dunoe leh. you think-
sis: -give me that what do you want look-
do you get a slight idea of how indecisive i am? anyway its all over *shrug* i hope i choose the right thing? i cant change anymore cant i?
next issue, i m going like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy over FULL HOUSE, that fantastic korean show! i found my new love for Korean show. i got the dvd currently, i cant rent at $8 bucks to you guys. but ..if you are my good friend got discount okay? ermmm $5! anyone?
sorry yes i really need money since im not working i need to earn money in a different manner eh? its about this ordinary girl and this superstar. very funnnny! a mixture of romance and comedy i think! my favourite combination((:
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Monday, October 29, 2007 ( 4:34 PM )
I woke up at somwhat like 12noon today.. soo i couldnt go school to try my luck to find miss laipeckee for band room key to submit my subject combi): hais, my mom didnt wake me up! i thought i could easily wake up at 930 or 10 which is usually automatically did. i suppose last night i stay up too late watching shows. i got NEW SHOWSS to watch((:
2 korean show. its not exactly new but i haven watched it so its new to me:
1. full house
2. my girl
im into full house now, main character rain and a girl which i dunoe her name. as i watch the show, i suddenly remember mountain. i dunoe why but she came suddenly interuppted my thoughts while i was watching the show. rain.. i thought.. SMALL eyes, TALL and Muscular? arent he mountain's type? SMALLLL EYES! then i started wondering why weishan dont like rain? she nvr mention rain to me before? she liked jap guys of small eyes, soccer player with tweeeny wheeny eyes and muscular kaka! why she dont like rain? like so weird? im gona ask her why! anw the show is really nice and funnnny! well.. maybe not as nice as gongzhu xiaomei. i dunoe leh, i only just start watching the first 2 episodes :DD
today is MONDAY! means new episode of gongzhu xiaomei is UUUPPPPP! Yeah(: ohh man i think my holidays are really going on very well(: and im going out with june ng on friday. oops i haven ask my mom, neh mind tonight when she watching tv, i shall go disturb her. moreover i already told her one day im gona go shopping with my friends after she irritate me so much after the shopping at orchard.
tmr is Tuesday= band
i just hope tmr's band not gona spoil my oh-so-far-so-good holidays(: scared.. AGAIN okay later i shall sacrifice about 1 hour or so and memo all those scales that are still not on my fingertips. no musical background is hardwork..):if my lips allow, maybe have some friendly interaction with mr.clarinet..
p.s. vivian, limin and jingwen are in changrai! some wulu wulu place i think. part of thailand? less developed country? wish them safe journey and have fun digging in the farms and sleeping with the cows. moo moo!
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Sunday, October 28, 2007 ( 4:27 PM )
lets talk about last night..
TERRIBLE. first i went library for 2 hours cip. then it look so SUNNNY outside so i decided to idle around and look for some magazine till the sun goes away. but after 1 hour, i got so hungary so i went cheese fries at KFC((: fattening but only once in a blue moon okay so its okay(: im supposed to meet my mom and my sis at orchard for dinner at the crystal jade place. but i not very sure how to go /:
i feel so lost and stupid. i actually dunoe how to go to orchard? i bus-ed to the amk mrt station and took the dunoe marina bay or jurong east? i also cant remember, i only knows its on the right side. i nvr felt so stupid in taking public transport. on the board it says 13 min from amk to orchard. i thought i just alight after somewhat feel like 13 mins have passed. but in the end i forogt to keep track): then i try to hear what the woman speaker trying to announce and it is what it was:
1. when its toa payoh, i heard sembawang?!
2. when its braddell, i heard bedok?!
3. when its newton, i heard fullerton?! i was like thinking got such mrt stop??!
so scary i thought i took the wrong train! )): until i heard one man talking so loudly on the train, it overpower all the noise the rest making and the mrt speaker.
he was saying:
hello.. 我在mrt了，安呐，我知道orchard mrt吗! okay byebye byebye!
you know that kid of brokem chinese and english, speaks like some big big gangster that kind. but i was so happy so i just followed the man and alighted when he alighted so finally got myself safely at orchard mrt!((:
you know what? i like going crystal jade bcos my mom sort of got some special privellges. we dont need to take a number and wait and wait and queue, we just walk right in and sit((: and some other stuff i dunwan elaborate. but i really like walking in without queuing(: queueing sucks(: wait so loooong, by the time its you turn, got gastric already lor! o.O
then cos my dad refuse to come, we must take-away for him like so mafan. and bcos of that i couldnt go shopping. after dining, my mom and my sis like walked so fast. i walk and walk then i saw this shoe or top or dress then they like disappear in the crowd already. i cant even go in and see. then when i managed to catch up with them and drag them in, they keep saying negative stuff and keep asking me faster faster. like so irriatating! i saw this jakcet that i like and want to buy. then my mom started commenting on the lousy farbic and zip and everything so in the end i wasnt allowed to buy. but that jacket really nice la $39.90! BUT mom says the lousy quality, canot buy): i was getting so fed up. mrt-ed to bishan where my dad waited at car park to take us home. i went to shop at bishan again like 10 mins then go home already? saw this nice top but my mom dont like so.. canot buy):
when i go home, tv calmed my nerves down so its not so bad. then my dad fell asleep in the living room while watching tv. i laughed at the tv show. my dad woke up abruptly and gave my thigh a spanking!? and you know why? just because my laughter sounded awful? first you deprived me of shoppping and now you are giving me a spanking just bcoe my laughter sounded awful? are you crazy?! i was FURIOUS so of course i threw a temper. BIG TEMPER. when i got over angry and i cry. so i blow my nose and wipe my tears and threw all the tissue on his bed. i went to eat chocolate on his bed. hopefully some crisp dropped and attract ants. yes, im that angry. please luh, a SPANKING on my thigh, it turned RED okay. i was fuming mad. my mom sided me, he knew he was wrong to hit me but he refused to admit it and just said that i should go and see a doctor to check if i got internal injury.. like **** i got a spanking. for no reason? fuming mad! even if i got a spanking for a reason, i stil would be mad cos i got spanking. since young i cant even remember ever getting any spanking. if you beat me, you break the record, you DIE. you beat me. BEAT...
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Friday, October 26, 2007 ( 11:49 PM )
OH MY GOD! i cant believe it. 36 UNIQUE VISITS YTD! ohh my i love you guys(((: *muahmuah* i nvr ever hit 30 before, ytd was like my very very very first time. JUNE NG are you jealous? i love the number 36 now(:
by the way i thought the girl is really pretty <<<<
she has nice straight hair with no split hair ends, fair and smooth complexion with no pimples and she look like the kind who got HUGE adorable eyes and straight teeth and she looks tall too(: weighing up all my evidence, dont you think she's pretty? the exact kind of girl i envy!
ITS THE HOLIDAYS! and i totally forget theres such thing called holiday homework existed! typical giok/: hais.. today is friday means got aiqing mofashi tonight. ohh my, i cant believe it! my dad is going BERSERK, totally crazy over the show and he was so angry when i told him i returned tingyuan her dvd. and he demanded me to go borrow from her again, i told him it was already school holidays. and you know what he said? he actually asked me where tingyuan live and he said he will drive to her house and borrow it?! oh my god! i first time see him so crazy over the show you know! scary o.O
xinyao wasnt very interesting though the quite well known guy in Singapore came to st.nick. that financial literacy man was like much more interesting, i think he's like gloria koay number 2! Before the talk starts, he sat there staring at people. i thought he look like a pervert you know. you see his eyes make him very scary and weird looking when he stares at people, absolutely scary. oh my i think he's really rich that guy, i think vivian is thinking of having him adopt her as god-daughter or something i bet! but i think he's really very very very rich and i dunmind and for the first time i wana be a stranger's goddaughter. haha, influenced by hengg!
and much to my HORRRRROR, i think i become darker afrer drills ytd. save me someone, i think i need to save up a new sum of money to buy whitening cream. the rate im darkening is really making me go berserk!
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Thursday, October 25, 2007 ( 1:06 PM )
New skin:DD izit nice? i think the girl look so pretty theree! and i quite like the layout(:
i finished aiqing mofashi already, looking for new show to watch, any reccommendations, anyone?
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ( 10:35 PM )
My june ng today neh came school. i sms her and call her like so many times but she neh reply till at night. i thought what happened to her! emo-ing at home? gloria even went to the extend of thinking if she was hospitalised.
people in school so worried about her and guess what she reply? '2dae feeling lazy n cannot feel all my clips'?! like so shit. all becos of her hair, her super bad hair day i suppose? then she just pon like that. okay larh today was like super boring.. PBL~ like PBL~ NOBODY CAN HEAR MY VOICE! i start reading like nobody can hear, then i didnt know whether to stop or continue. HAHAH! forget it, yes my presentation skills is very limited..
and im like superrr happy today, like exhilarated! no prawn got choy!(: ohh man mr choy really save my life today. if without him i think i need go see doctor today already. ohh man, choy is such a super super nice guy! although his eyes a bit too small):and i realise he conduct really funnnny! he got super big actions and get excited when playing the main melody of the christmas songs! then he will swing his arms and hands like super big than swooooooosh down! HAHA! then the other moment he will jerk and jerk his hand like so abruptly.. okay let me think of a suitable phrase.. like he got s electric shock!! YES! thats the right phrase to describe! ohh man i love observing conductors. i remember SYF i saw a few funny cute ones too:D but i bet no longer how happy i feel, jayme sure much much much more happier than me that choy came today:DD she was like smiling sheepishly at him throughout the whole band prac and her eyes glued to mr choy. awww.. jayme! dont worry nobody fighting with you.. i think unless you know *coughcough* zhuer was like observing you in band jayme! you musnt be so obivous next time okay!(: *grin grin* jayme taste for guys comes from all walks of life you know.
i look forward to be band prac with choy(: YEAH!(: i hope he come next tuesday as well. wait and my favourite part is that he give us break! so that i can put cream on my lips. arent he a nice guy? i bet you agree with me(:
and im happy hongkong and china people comes! welcome welcome(((:
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Sunday, October 21, 2007 ( 10:08 PM )
My previous post has such EXTRAORDINARY mood influencing skills! Many people feel so sad after reading(: so i gona elaborate moreee!
how what if next year got no more june and gloria to get lame with me and comfort me?
then nobody to laugh like a maniac with me?
no more branderna to quarrel with?
no more limin to tell me to be nicer to na?
no more vivian to go home with and forcing me to study and gossip and comfort me and tell her my problems?
i guess still can see nat in band so thats not too bad.
no more sock to nag and remind me stuff.
AHH. i will miss it like crazy.
how?
no more big big group to go recess with): sad.
everybody must choose bio and chem okay, then somehow which i dunoe how get into pure geog at the same time(:
i want somebody to go shopping with me. i want to buy bag!
okay i shall try to go sleep now since im meeting june tmr(:
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Saturday, October 20, 2007 ( 11:05 AM )
okay i decided its time to blog. its been dead for 3 WHOLE DAYS! so sad): i has been more than a week and ly lips still haven recovered. okay enough about my lips. i been saying it in almost every post i bet you guys are sick of reading about my lips o.O
ytd band was boring. didnt no anything to make sec3 'last band prac' more special. aww.. im sorry cassandra. i didnt play again. i was like sleeping but it was like so noisy and so bright. then i took my pilate towel and cover myself. mountain beside me was getting excited discussing about her japanese magazines with juniors and others. but i slept for quite a long time till lijia came. i got no idea how play christmas favourites. i nvr seen the score while listening to the playing. guess i gona die an tuesday. hopefully prawn's still overseas and ong or choy will come(: or even better nobody come(: that will be like so w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l! mountain and i try to draw the clarinet portrait and wei draw me till like shit. she draw everybody so ugly except herself -.- i attempt a cat for jayme after wei's editing, i turn out disasterous! and jayme is twins with ** HAHAHAHAH! all wei's idea. ohh i told part of the scary scary dream to mountain. andnot only didnt she agree it ws scary, she was laughing like MAD! learning about sightreading is good. i hope we can do that at least once per week(:
enough about cca. its left to one last week before 2 unity 2007 disappears. so i gona treat everyone is 2 unity very nice next week. have i realise? next year i might not be seeing them again. i might not go same class as some of them. awww.. i gona miss quite a few people. some want to take physics so it immediately byebye to them. actually i quite like my class leh. at least dont have any like extreme hatred.the people i hang out with are nicee(: at least i never get bullied(: i think the most funny thing is that the branderna la. at first i was scared of her, then i think a period of time she was scared of me? HAHAH! then i became angry with her but sometimes i still nice to her okay! and she thought i hate her. but she ly to me. she never gave me maltsers she ow me. anw next year i wont see her. she's a physics freak like vivian. i will treat you very nice next week. byebye. i been classmates and friend with vivian for 2 years already. if next year different class, think i gona feel weird without her. but how they are all physics freako!
june also huh. she keep thinking she gona go 'a' class. my sitting partner who fell on her butt! haaha! how next year diff class also? hopefully nat, gloria, vivian will come with me. ohh grace then and limin been every nice to me too, but grace ip-ing away! i dunoe what subject limin gona take? hais. shall not think so much. the more i think, the more emo i feel.
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ( 7:04 PM )
What a foul day! i realise my previous post got a lot typo error so i gona type this post SUPER SLOWLY so it wont have any typo error(: if it still have a lot means maybe i goto take some typing courses.. vivian is already suggesting me to take decision courses but i cant decide things at all, regardless big or small /: (YAY! typing so far so good)
anyway back to why was today a foul day. my exam papers today are all bad and poor. and if i may add full of rubbish and **** but luckily i passed my higher chinese which some seem to fail which was pretty scary. and my poor lips haven recover. its realy taking its own sweet time, recovering slower and slower.. then i went to complain to my mom. and she told me that whenever my lips are sick, im always in a bad mood. and i have thinknig about what she told me for the past hour and i think it is really true. so when my lips are not well, you better not come and irritate me. firstly i keep worrying about cca and clarinet when lips are not well. then i thinking of how it affect my look that day. then i cant smile cos cracking is real pain. which means i cant laugh. and also i cant eat certain food like spicy or too salty or anything that might irritate my lipsa nd make it worse. all these made me angry and sad and emo and hence... bad mood, bad day.
hais i expect more bad mood days to come till sec4 till i step down..
limin had passed me the aqmfs dvd today. love LOVE! and also thankyou limin for chionging the show and ty for lending me the disc(: YAY(: perhaps i shall help ty say more hao3 hua4 in front of na o.O
i know i should be thankful that i got a A for maths but others are like getting 80 plus and some even 90 plus in class. i know i must not be greedy. but after comparing i feel really sad. maybe i need to scold myself. cause i didnt manage to study for maths? and that time i was praying hard that i could pass. okay im greedy. ireally need to be thankful. i deserve a big scolding..
talking about chinese made me sad. el.lit was harder to score than i expected. i think i hear too much praise and over encouragemen from mrs chan. then i was expecting like... too high expectations leads to higher disappoinment. yeah):
and oh yes.. iwas talknig to mountain on msn last night. and she told me to dream about her and guess what i really did!but it was a scary dream.. more of a nightmare. i was crying like mad in the dream. scary. not nice to elaborate. not at all. people involved are mainly clarinet section, mountain was the main character then got me gwyneth cassandra calista and lijia.. scary! when i woke up, i dunoe why.. i told myself to treasure mountain more! HAHAHA!
okay i wana go chiong 1 dvd of aqmfs(: cya(:
p.s. is my typing error better? i type really slowly you know then i just check my work!
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ( 9:14 PM )
WHEN IS MY LIPS EVER GOING TO RECOVER?! @!%$&@ rawrr. angry. irritated. rawrr. band wasnt as bad.. as i think i suppose? not as bad as those nightmares that i had. combine as really boring. there wasnt enough score so i goto sit there like some wooden block? i seriously.. almosy fell asleep. i try to see the scre from cassandra's stand but i cant. i try to hear what shokling was playing but i cant. i only can hear the super loud trumpets and flute. in the end i gave up and sat there like some wooden block..
and how come young mr choy so long never take us? he only took us like once or twice then never took us already. i envy the sec 1..(: ohh man you know what? i think mr choy thinks i like him but actually it is jayme can! that time i saw him on the track, then i got so excited to tell jayme cause she like him so i scream and shout excitedly and point and point at him.then bcos of the commotion i made, he stared up the specs stand at me. so EMBARRASSING! then today he saw me, he was staring at me i think? or maybe he was staring at the tree behind me? HAHAH! yeah, i think so, he should be staring at the tree!(: i hope he's not thinking i like him which i definitely not. HAHAHA! im spending my time admiring wuzun now(: i start to like him again after watching gongzhu xiaomei. love love!
today cassandra was like saying today was her last band prac but actually its the coing thursday. and all the sec3 will be taking a break from cca AGAIN when cca just resume? LUCKY eh! she say until like i never gona see her again anymore, like so sad like forever not seeing each other huh? like even worse than pop aiyo. then i got so scared. then no more cassandra to sit beside me during band. no more cassandra to 'protect' me from prawn. then i got so sad! /: hope thursday not really her last band prac huh? )): and i hope mountain really going for band camp. LOVE LOVE! may massu kei tago soul be with you forever and forever as long as you go for band camp. YAY(:
most importantly, i got back back my EXAM PAPERS today! geog and history are good(: science is not ever god,surprisinly i passed physics. and ah na ow me maltesers! ((:
ps: i heard from my monitor tmr my class going spec stand for some toilet prize presentation i shall sleep early so tmr the whole sch will see me nice and pretty!
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Sunday, October 14, 2007 ( 11:20 AM )
Today is Sunday. Means Taiwan people are going to watch the 5th episode of gongzhu xiao mei later, means i can watch it on monday or something(: YAY.
i didnt went to find any job at all. i think i shall spend more time watching tv, youtube and computer and finding cip and clearing my table mess. yes.
my mom is nagging at me that i can watch tv from 7pm to 1am but couldnt even clear my table for 10mins. then she `!@%~$£!@% then my dad scolded her being so noisy then she vent her anger on me?
i guess my lips feel a bit better today(:
im a bit happier today than ytd.
its okay, tmr i gona be VERY happy:DD
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Saturday, October 13, 2007 ( 4:19 PM )
Everytime my lips are not in good condition, i always feel very sad. thats how im feeling now. It was like a few days back since i had my clarinet prac which lasted for les than 1 hour): and it was no way vigrorous that type. looking at my lips now and applying the same cream, i feel emo.
whenever they are not in good condition, i think about stuff.. a lot. brooding over such stuff made your heart heavy. maybe if ever given a choice again, i would have choose another cca? perhaps one that had less scolding and nicer coach.. its HARD work trying to survive in there. cca haven even resume yet and the same feeling is coming back/:
the people i know in band are however perhaps the only factor that made band nice. thanks(: having a short chat with her that day, i really wonder if i can last till noms next year. thinking about it made me shudders. i cant sight-read for nuts..
my mom is awfull naggy and getting on my nerves everydayo.O she nags at me to clear my stuff, my table and do 'spring cleaning' everyday. i hate clearing stuff. so dusty that made my nose sneeze non-stop then it turned red like clown. horrible): aiya, no matter how i clear my table, the next ady it is just as messy so whats the use. looking at my friends looking for job, most seemed unsuccessful. only june who went to work for her mom and earns $5/hour, 10 hours.day. hence she earn $50 per day. not bad right? (: im jealous!
everybody should go watch 公主小妹！its really nice and funny. i like 偶像剧you see. somemore got wuzun inside and the female main character is zhang shao han. you might have guess why i like that show. they got nice eyes(: im starting to like wuzun.. ohh man o.O
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Friday, October 12, 2007 ( 9:21 PM )
I changed blogskin. credits to VIVIAN! vivian you see this? (: thanks for helping me look for the skin(: yeah, i took very long to see that picture.
now i got so little links! i only put those that i confirm the blog still functioning.. as in i comfirm that address is the correct one. GAHH! now my links looks pathetic leh):
anw, games carnival is full of shit.
whatever english test):
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007 ( 3:29 PM )
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see! im rusting at home
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( 3:00 PM )
My mum forces me to read newspapers. im sad. that magician of love i watched online is not too good. the screen is too small and the website lags. i hope i can get hold of the dvd or vcd soon enough/:
and ytd i managed a conversion with my tutor. HAHAHA! im quite not so close with my tutor you see. a bit shy, a bit cant talk. perhaps i think im too lame and i dun dare to talk. ytd, i actually managed a conversion with my tutor, which i though was rather amazing o.O and my tutor is actually sort of allowing or izit encouraging me to watch taiwanese and korean and japanese dramas(: like the first i ever seen. at first my tutor was like saying desperate housewives and some cheem things that i nvr heard before. hahah. and he gona lend me the tape(: SHOCKING! oh man. i getting influenced by gloria's 'shocking'! of course my tutor got say stuff like reading newspapers and watching news and stuff also la. that's sort of what i expect him to say.
today is boring day. i never laugh. deprive of laughing without people like june and gloria etc. ):
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Monday, October 08, 2007 ( 11:50 PM )
Exams OFFICIALLY ENDED today(:YAY! so today i faced computer and tv whole day. and i am starting to grew bored of it. like so fast? i need to find myself more entertainment..
ohh and vivian showed me her sms. that pay money thing is just from my monitor, ah na. i didnt read on the whole sms /:
nothing to say today. tmr got NO SCHOOL! im glad nothing like mep or drama for me(:
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Sunday, October 07, 2007 ( 1:05 PM )
SHOCKING! i think i must do less drills! my mom claims that i look awful when i walk. i actually look like im MARCHING!? oh my god! i seriously need to STOP doing drills. but it seemed ages since i did drills..
i dunoe
anw, ytd i receive this weird sms asking me pay 12 or 18 bucks to the person. siao meh? anyhow pay money to you? i dont know who izit. that person is not in my contact. just some dunoe wad number. scary. i shall show it to people on monday!
games reccomendation:
jane's hotel ( just play once, if you play a second time, i find it not so nice)
but the game i like most its still CIAO BELLA!
dont play cake mania 2 or carrie nanny: preschool. super boring!
so there! i dunoe wad to blog. im in need of shopping partner!
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Saturday, October 06, 2007 ( 1:32 PM )
Sigh~ i gona be lonely for like more than 1 week during december hols cause mountain is going away to japan .okay perhaps 1 month. cca, i dunoe how survive. okay. maybe i can. i dunoe. i just always realise how dependant i was. thats so sad. thinking about it, in class, i depend on a lot of people also. aiyo, im so dependant on others.
ohh man. im addicted to the magician of love lehh. how? i so angry youtube dunhave. crunchyroll banned etc. i must chase the tv every friday. luckily my dad watch with me or else my mom will shun me go and sleep. yesterday magician of love was so nice. then i wen youtube to watch the commerical on all the episodes, i think i will get sadder as i watch each episode. the middle or near the end there seems so sad. but now tv still at starting, still quite nice and sweet((:
can anyone teach me how study for HCL paper 2? canot study one right? i already playing and watching tv and got no mood for studying already.
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Friday, October 05, 2007 ( 12:03 PM )
OHH i just went to check! my blog readers isnt entirely from Singapore! people from united states came as well. Ohh im so happy!
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( 12:00 PM )
YAY! come on everybody you got to be happy! EXAMS ARE OVERRR! okay not exactly there's another Chinese paper2 on monday but thats okay. cause i didnt know how to prepare for chinese paper2? how study?
YAY! so exams are so called OVER(: YAY. iam so happy i didtn take any thing like MEP pr drama or whatsoever. HENCE I CAN START WATCHING TV!!! AND PLAYING COMPUTER!! ((: YAY!
yes i am very happy. i cant watch magician of love tonight! everybody must watch okay. tonight 1130(: mountain knows. she like to watch too! HAHAH! its very nice. although the girl not very pretty but .. quite okay la. the boy is quite old 27 years old already but still quite okay la. the more you watch, the more you find me better and okay. its always like that.
okay. im very sorry to my family cause during this period i was horrible at home. i was like the king and i made them get this get that for me. i make them 'take exam' with me. theres was no tv for them as well. i demanded complete silence from them. okay, they help me. cause in the afternoon there's construction and i cant study. so they cooperated.
ohhh next to vivian okay. VIVIAN READ THIS AR! thanks to vivian's DAD. yeah. her DAD was very nice. he fetched me home this whole exam week. Yeah. thankyou uncle. you are very nice man. hahah. i dont think he read blogs.. okay to vivian for bring me to that condusive place to force me to study and for all the wonderful sms. okay? and and.. dont cut your hair la. if not you gona look pathetic with no hair again. DONT CUT!
okay beside those, there are some others which i will made them annoyomus. cos i dont think they want their names here. THANKYOU OKAY! you nice girl(: i change my opinion of you okay. you were nice when you are nice. <<>
ohh june and my mountain(: thanks for the tags and sms. june ar. you naughty freak say what i late queen?! i not la. im punctual de can(: PUNCTUAL. that stupid bus came late. its not my fault leh. i made an effort to walk very very fast here!i want to sit back original seat after exam! no more index number! grace then and branderna is terrible. so naughty and noisy): i want my original seat. my seat is nice(:
mountain got miss me anot? cca stand down 1 month leh! i bet you didnt. you only obessed over your massu and yamapi and everything right ): hais. CCA is gona start soon. i gona get scolding from miss prawn again. how leh?
YAY! i wana go shopping/ ohh i just remembered i goto shop for some people's birthday present.**coughcough* okay la very long post already. i wana play com. BYEE
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