Its not Empty

e m P t Y

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Sunday, April 29, 2007 ( 3:50 AM )

RED HOUSE WON!

red and green exchange postion with last year. HAHAHA :D red house cheer wasnt bad either. from last place went to second place. i know vivian is very disappointed. CHEER UP. (; wenj too. CHEER UP. rahh. im not very skilful at comforting people. thats a pure fact.

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Saturday, April 28, 2007 ( 12:49 PM )

Using old old reed is damm scary!! i never gona use any more old old reed ever again? izit bcos of tt ulcer?? i decided to throw all old old reed away. now i got damm pathetic number of reeds )):
my whole lower lip puff up. so scary. its even thicker than ayu's THICK lips okay? like twice my original lips. i was so damm freak out. so i went to the doctor at 10? and i actually requested for injection? i couldnt believe myself. i used to not take injection at all no matter under what condition. but.. for the sake of sports day, i TOOK it. INJECTION. probably one of my greatest fear. think the docotor was freak out by me. SO PAINN. i scream like crazy woman. i requested for EXTA STRONG dosage of medicine. hopefully tmr it looks fine (:
anyway now by hand is like .. cant move at all. it hurts badly.. very badly. cant do anything else but sleep now.

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ( 10:35 AM )

today i went so much money eating. feeling so guilty now. went bishan library for project. i was like the 1st to reach? vivian say she wana reach at 10+ to do homeowrk. i was like okay. my house got a lot distractions also. my mom was like encouraging me to go earlier.

so i reach around 11.10. so lonely there. saw so many st.nicks ppl. AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WEARING SKIRT!! ** shakehead** why everybody so in love with shorts? we are GIRLS. wear SKIRTS (: YEAH. did my maths hw there (: vivian came and say i was disturbing her doing hw. so i went out to meet cai and buy takopachi ((; and up till now i cant pronounce the word ' takopachi ' CAi, we met at the wrong place. we should have stay at macdonald. you walk walk all the way to mos burger! then i saw chole staring at me like i was from outer space. everyone laugh at my dressing. too mature for me. for the skirt that i wore. but my shoes are nice arent it? shiny shiny (: limin loves them. she wants to buy my shoe!! chole kinda dress like a mexico person. she wear scarf?! she reminded me of some cow- boy.. seriously! i was shooshed by the librarian TWICE. it wasnt my fault, i SWEAR! they made me run after my shoes. they stole my shoes. i know my shoes are nice. but why u spoil my shoe huhh? put the sweet inside. nvm. i gave it to the plant there as fertiliser.

went such a long time doing 1 page of macbeth report. how inefficient GIOK ):

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Saturday, April 21, 2007 ( 3:14 PM )

OH FINE! YES. GIOK is just so unsensible and unmatured. im anyway. thats MY character. what do u wana do about it huhh? You think u are very matured and sensible huhh? Prove to me then. bet u arent much better.. SERIOUSLY LARHH. oh yes, you are bigger than me. Yes u do have the authority over me. i dun really care wad u tink of me? A childish spoilt child who tinks the world of herself? I dunoe and I dun care cause i know im not that kind of person. maybe.. you are. you can continue with your stuff and i will continue with my. you stay clear of my way and i stay clear of my own. i hope our paths will necer crossed..

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ( 10:01 PM )

SAD day. this arent my first time. we went there happy and excited and came back all feeling awful and sad inside. i and weishan were being so damm noisy and irriating on the way there. our seniors tink we were crazy too. for the 1st time we were so quiet on the busride home. why? it wasnt nice to be happy over that. i shall not elaborate much on this..

and my senior calls me a BIMBO?! how could i be a bimbo?? and u noe why? its the way i talk according to her. i dun see how the way i talk sounds like bimbo?? gwyneth agree with her? OKAY. i DUN wana be a bimbo. i shal change the way i talk (;

teaching sec 1 is so fun. i cant wait to be sec4. i will teach the sec1 and will do nothing else (: seriously i had such great fun XD i miss my sec 1 band life when i see the sec 1. seriously sec 1 is the best you will ever get in secondary life. wad i mean is relaxing.

SYF is over and now upcoming next is jubilate? i dunoe.. its like. u gona hear them say that.. ARGHH. i thought they always say as long as u worked really hard, you will get wad u want. this isnt working. i never gona believe that anymore.

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ( 2:34 PM )

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Sunday, April 01, 2007 ( 11:57 AM )

listening to band music. HAHAHAA! its nice (: the songs are like cute cute cheery cheery. but i was listening to merry widow. and suddenly i heard someone coughing damm loudly?! HAHAHA. its so funny XD

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( 9:18 AM )

i scald my hand again)): wad luck. and whose fault izit? ong meng eang? oh shit i dunoe how spell her name. tt stupid chem teacher. oh it is ong ming eng.. haha. she so boring and stingy and not nice tt i can even rmb how to spell her name..
mon
went singapore conference hall excitedly and came back all diappointed. and for c.lit. there's tis particualr teacher tu or izit du laoshi tt keeps picking on me. as long as its her lecture, she calls me to ans her question. eew. i dun like her.
tues
vivian was burning that magnesium ribbon. she left the burnt ribbon and the tongs tt she used to hold the ribbon on the table. i was reaching to close the bunsen burner hole. but to my horror, my hand touched tt dunoe 100degrees celsius? tongs and now my hand is burnt. wad luck. its all tt ong _____ fault. i dun care. who ask her bring us to the lab and ask us some stupid magnesium ribbon. if we did nothing of tis sort, my hand will be all nice and perfectly normal. she's getting on my nerves. she's like some stingy pig. y cant she photocopy the notes for us? LWW did. and guess wad? she dun even let me keep the original copy. she wants it back?! like so.. nevermind... she finds me inefficient and i find her.. science rep was ever so fun last year ((:
today was damm tired after ytd 'rehearsal' at singapore conference hall. it was damm disappointing ytd.. tuesday has bcome the most boring all with all the boring lessons now ): should have pon sch today since ytd went spre conference hall.. then my hand will be alright.

wed
wed was boring. nth unusual happened. realised tt sch com is so lag. cant even download games to play. take more than 10 mins to go to youtube and 5 mins to shockwave?! they should upgrade the school's internet. seriously.. music play a short prank on vivian and.. it ended wen it jus started. no fun ):

thurs
debate is so terrible. last year's debate was definitely much much much better (: i cant talk normally. now tt ms mala teacher got a damm bad impression of me. i want to be a odd number ): and even people are all damm good debaters :/ im lagging way behind. i want last year's debate. ** miss it** english wan ask to write a report on most interesting person in class. gloria sock yie are being weird. they wana write on me?! NO WAY. so in the end decided on banana which actually i didnt approved either :/ **embarrassing**

fri
wheww.. no need to present banana's report. i let zhuer read and she was laughing on the bus aloud. and zhuer wana lie down on my shoulder. she did all sort of weird things and tis teenagre boy was staring at me throughout the WHOLE bus ride home. ZHUER! is this how u protect ur meimei huhh? my scald hand isnt getting better ): damm scared now. how m i gona prac clarinet wif ulcers and scald hand. u tell me..

sat
My hand turned for the worst. went to see doctor and he said it got infection. now i need take 2 antibiotics?! and apply the cream to fight the bacteria ): ** pout pout** HOWW? and the japanese band conductor was so fun. he's so damm interesting. i love him.. AS A CONDUCTOR (; he's damm PRO. if only i got him as my personal coach, my clarinet can turn out Wonders XD now rushing homeowork. CYA hopefully.. on mon (: oh ya. i just cut my hair and it look like some hay now. tis time i didnt cut myself. i went to the salon u noe? my hair now ... so EEWW. dun laugh at me on mon ):