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Friday, November 03, 2006 ( 8:54 PM )

~~CRYING~~ uttterly sad.
SCALD my hand T.T ninety-six degress HOT WATER! today went for class gathering { 1 grace } went east coast [ wuuhuu :)] haha.lol. adrian wong didnt turn up -.- tot he was suppose to come and play wif us ?! nvm. tt's even better:D i mean a lot of ppl nvr go lar.. didnt really manage to bond well..
Things tt happened:
1. try to learn to ride bicycle
2. saw dave tay [ i noe astong gona diao me]
3. scald my hand T.T

i woke up damm early in the morning : 8.05am. EArly rite? i mean i;ve waking up at 10.30/11am recently lar >> i became like half- dead in the morning>> like zombie :( luckily vivian daddy fetch us there if not i surely get lost. u noe? half- awake ppl is still having sweet dreams about goong>> cant think pROperly. YUP. benita was slightly late then she was like: sorrry sorry sooryy! haha. she got so frantic. then vivian sort of 'slept' through the whole ride. reached there like 9.50 + wen it start at 10.30?

OHH. i tell u. they wanted me to provide me a teenage hood wen benita say she got no childhood. cos both of us is like dunoe how ride bicycle and we still rented the bike for $5. sTupid me.i went to insisted tt i wan 4 wheel. haha. i only ride before 4 wheel wen i was like K2. they say canot. then i say 3 wheel oso canot. then they pointed to me tt ang-moh toddler riding wif 3 wheel. FINE. so i went to take the chuanping. the big big 2 wheel bike!i mean they say they will teach us. soo.. okay lor. Brenda claims tt we slow slow learn, after 2 hours sure noe how ride le. in the end? NOT only nvr understand or catch the skill of riding, i ended up bruises [ blue black] all over my bottom ..butt XD ARGH! So pAIN! The bruises seemed to worsened. it werent tt bad jus now. now it hurts even wen i sit down on a chair wifout proper cushion. LUCKILY nvr fall down though but something as bad happen..
LESSON LEARNT: NVR cycle on a bike wif/out proper nice and soft cushion!!

After the wet games, went for a bath. 50cents for the StuPid DirTy DAnGerours toilet -.- 4 person for 2 cubicles. 1 is damm dirty, the other is damm dangerous.. i mean no door only curtain>> so unsafe. no security u noe? went tt STUPID IRRIATING 7-11 for lunch. should have heed benita advice and go for macs then none of this accidents would have happened..

u noe.. cook cup noodle>> of course mus put HOT water rite? so i did. 96 degress burning hot water.then tt STUPID 7-11 shop so small. i wan open my tt ingredinet packet thingy so of course mus put tt cup down. then wen i want to take tt cup outside .. at tt moment, the whole thing toppled on my hand. OUCH! u noe the whole cup of 96 degress HOT WATER?! ouch OUch OUCH man~~ i was damm irriated by tt stupid cup noodle. i refuse to touch one mouthful of it so in the end huier vivian benita finished tt stupid cup noodle. at first i tot nth happened, then i hack care. then suddenly very pain, i ran out for 7-11 to macs. huier tot i was angry. haha.then they dun really dare tok to me. NO lunch for me tt day :( oso good lar. i having protruding stomach soon XD hehe. i seriously need some sliming down.

i stood at macs' toilet, rinse my hand. i couldnt remove my hand from the water or it will pain pain. call mama for help. tears almost spill out my eyes. i stood there like some toot for ages. but nvm with my frameless spec, everything will turn out nice and great. haha :) the solution: ask mac for a cup, filled up wif cold water, dip my hand in.

SOOO.. ah giok went to the man

1. ask for cup [ pathetic small, my hand cant fit in]

2. bigger cup

3. ice [ soothe my hand but ran out fast]

4. more ICE

5. some more ICE

the man mus be irriated wif me. haha. the manager was like staring at me follow me for a while. see wat i do wif the ice. but in the end cant tahan. decided to go 7-11 to buy burn cream. i saw this small figure .. resemble.. joanne tay? i tot my hand burn till my brain got burnt too. i walk walk slow slow, bend my leg, stare and stare and stare. i mean .. how could it be joanne tay?? haha. i must have look like some weirdo. she was riding a bike. " WAA.. even she oso noe how ride bike yet i dunoe?!" then she said hello wave wave hand. okay brain nvr damaged. Dave tay was behind walk walk wif his papa. oh man. so embarrassing. STUPid me ran away, all the way to 7-11. anw, tt cream was out of stock.

in the end cant tahan tt stinging feeling, went home wif vivian who was sunburn so badly, her whole body was pinkish red. saw tt dave tay again. walking 2nd round wif papa? wore a big and baggy red shirt and dark blue 3/4 pants. tt vivian heng nearly embarrassed me. SHOUT my name. then she blamed me of depriving her of seeing shuai ge. walau. haha.

on the bus, keep stretching out my hand under aircon to make my hand feel better and cooler. then the teenage boy keep turning around to see wad i doing as if scared i box him?! vivian told her mom about my scald hand. her mom was like: like tt, the hand nvr rot meh? scare me to death lor!

p.s. i mean not onli dave tay lar. if i see shine zixuan shikai huafei etc i might oso run away. well perhaps after saying hi and a sweet smile. haha. after all i got my frameless now. utterly proud :D hehe. just joking lar