Its not Empty

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Sunday, November 26, 2006 ( 3:13 PM )

OH! Sotong GIOK the GREAT baker :)

Am i smart or wat? okayy..i m not proud but i m really PROUD of the cakes!! i succeeded on my 1st attempt >> cup cake! i wanted to upload the picture of my beautiful cake but sotong giok dunoe how do it. it's really nice looking and nice to eat okaY! u noe wat is call se xiang wei ju quan? yup. that;s how u describe my cake :) ltr i gona bring them to grandma hse and let them eat. MAybe new year tt time ar.. the new year tibits gona include my wonderFul cUpCake okay! :)

IT succeeded bcos:
** i nvr burn down my kitchen
** the butter chocolate chip nvr get into my hair!
** i dun have any flour on my face :)
** my cake nvr chao tarr
** its looks edible [anw its really yum yum]
** eat le no diarrhoea :D

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Friday, November 24, 2006 ( 4:21 AM )

BAND CAMP 21-22 NOV

New theme: Open sesame
My group name: Cookie Monster

I feel tt i m really damm stupiD okay! i kept screaming and screaming and screaming during the night trail lar. having a mild fever now and stomachache :(

1st thing tt we did was physical training. it was rather okay lar. ran 3 rounds, jumping-jacks and some weird kicking and pulling etc. captain ball!i and ruijun screamed during captain ball. bet we were the only onces. next year mus not scream. i dun dare catch the ball. So.. i shake my head and handds like siao wen they wana pass the ball to me. i miss 1, catch 2/3 times. i spend the rest of the time running around like a mad dog and scurrying for the ball wen it drop on the floor. i tell u.. cos this comm.. they were like so damm rough and scary! dunoe who pass the ball to me. then the comm ppl start running to me like siao, snatching it from me. u noe wad i did? i bury the ball under my stomach, squat down and start screaming. So rough lar they all. tinking about it down make me feel so stupid. in the end celeste came to save me. haha.

went for early bath at 11.15. and we are not gona bathe till tmr 5+ wen we reach home lar! more than 24 hours. Lunch! Oh gosh! i cant rmb wat i eat?! tink TInk TINK.. cant rmb. forget it. band prac. miss sia seems to be rather good mood to me. she got brass combine tt lasted for long time. section bonding turned out to be squad bonding. we bully chengmei. hehe.

6pm went for dinner. tis time round i rmb wat i eat. PIZZA! mainly bcos i was having a stressful time at dinner. PEARLYN MELISSA NAT went back :) :) i didnt noe 21 nov was nat bdae. they started singing bdae song. i tot i heard leonie name. then i started singing for leonie. i tell u. u nvr noe how stressful it is okay. melissa and nat came long ago. pearlyn only came at dinner time. she CAME! haha. i got heart attack wen i see her man! my heart like turn weird weird like tt.. i was sitting wif weishan eating pizza le. then she came. she stand in front of me and smiled and wave! i dunoe wat to do lar. i smiled stupiDLY back and my hand anyhow moved. AHH! so damm embarrassing lar. melissa sat in front of me and weishan. okay i dun mean anything. there's the only space left at clarinet table. BUT then she made pearlyn squeezed in, : eh pearlyn, u come and sit here leh, if not somebody will scold me!
i will scold melissa?! oh mann! i dunoe y. but i m shy to see them?! then throughout i was like a mouse. i keep staring afar. Then melissa keep saying how scary and solemn the 'swearing in' is made me so scared. in the end, make me got stomachache. went back band room watched balloon hat festival video. i saw pearlyn INSIDE :) :)

i blew up swearing in. i tink i marched weirdly and bang wrongly and almost fell wen i turned. AHH! jingwen was damm disappointed and stormed off after telling us off. nvr seen her tt angry okay. sec1 wanted to say soory to her but she wanted to be alone.

NIGHT TRAIL! FREAK me out! i and ruijun was screamers. poor celeste! actually i tot the night trail will be more scary than tis so i tot they will 'ghosts' stationed everywhere to scare us. but in the end except the elaine's .. supposely it should be alright. but i tink too much.. then kept screaming. then during night trail , jingwen look okay. i mean she was smiling :) they sprayed water at my leg, i screamed. they throwed pebble, i screamed. tt was at jingwen, audrey,regina station.

at yanzhu, jiaying and esther station, i scream like siao wen i shouldnt scream. it was an obstacle course. and what's more. i didnt enter. i was just blindfolded standing there waiting. they touched me lar. touched here touched there. blow in my ear. and shake the sheep then got the sound. i scream scream scream. perhaps it was bcos i scream too much then i dun nid enter the obstacle course. haha. actually wen i look down, i can see their feet if they are walking towards me. then the moment i see feet, i screamed. i tink yanzhu said i was scary. awww.. i screamed too much. esther told me: giokqin ar! who dare to go near u? u scream scream scream! then she shake her head. hehe.

ELAINE, GRACE, and the HWA CHONG GAL[ i keep forgetting her name] was the worst. CEleste damm poor thing. she went alone. luckily elanie accompany here. me and ruijun went together but i refused to walk unless i hold elanie's hand. haha. i need lots lots lots of security! :) hwa chong gal act as the sweeping cleaner, she jumped out we ran back 1/2 way. but i dun wan enter again cos we haven pass grace. i drag ruijun back. the moment grace came out. we ran all the way to the exit. ruijun almost cried. AWW... poor thingy. u noe wat. actually elaine's hand very nice to hold. haha. a lot of security. like a child holding mama hand u noe! oi. dun laugh at me okay. the rest i didnt scream so much so they are okay. bed time or go watch horror movie or play own games. jingwen were playing mahjong. me, weishan , ruijun and gwyneth[ i tink, she didnt wan come] went in apologise. " urmm.. sorry jingwen. we'll do better next time" she asked us if somebody told us to said there cos everybody said the same thing. i quickly say no. hehe. i tried watching the horror movie but i got freaked out then went out to play uno. after tt we got so bored.. we did nth.. then suddenly i heard my name : giokqin.. i turn around and say : huh?? then i saw a group of sec3! jingwen: my gosh! she was here and all along we were talking about her! OHH MAN! wat were they saying? i wana noe! then dunoe hu say nonono we were not talkng about u, we were talking about celeste... no lar i noe they talking about me tt i keep screaming or something. ARGH! so damm embarrassing so i dun wan to stay in the room anymore. so i took my sleeping bag wif madegline went to horror movie room. i went to SLEEP there. cos i really dun dare watch. i went in, i went to sit wif yanzhu and the hwa chong gal cos i tot she was yiing huey. somemore i didnt wear specs and the room was damm dark.

next day got talent time, day games spring cleaning, shant' elaborate cos the post is damm long le XD

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Saturday, November 18, 2006 ( 1:32 PM )

WAAA! u all are so nice. Awww... i m touched XD muahh muahh to u guys =D hehe. having band camp on 21 and 22 NOV. having Swearing in. tink pearlyn will be going back to watch us.. gagagugu! tt's so EXCITING! tis is the colour of pearlyn class tee :) 4 purity! HA.

17 NOV got so much HW! waa.. shocked man!i tot onli getting SCIENCE? they cheated our feelings. cheat us :( now i m struggling tinking whether i can complete them b4 sch starts.. may i should stop tinking and start doing.. by the time i finished tinking, hols are over. tt's wat astong said to me last time. IF u stop thinking so much, u can complete ur hw in no time.. something like tt.

ytd went back YZPS. took astong kinder bureno or rather she forgot to take it back to me. she ' loan' it to me. i m suppose to buy back her one wen i meet her. she promised to gif me half of it. so wen i return her, i oso will get to eat half of it. so its rather.. worth it! hehe. currently muching on astong; choc. moving on to toblerone ltr on. u noe tt nice nice chocolate? yup. so till then. i wana eat my chocolate. i really cant survive without it. sure to get fat next year u see me XD

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 ( 9:31 PM )

WEE>> Back again.. been in bad mood. My COAch Scold me T.T downgraded me from 2nd to 3rd. My World FEll APart ~~Zzz~~ CRy CRied CRIED T.T hard time MAN! need adapt here adapt there. human adapting to changed.. didnt noe it was tt hard =( having a hard time. for the 1st time i wish my CCA was interact club. i always had positive attitude towards band, even tt time wen leonie scold me. BUT i cant stand de-moting. is tt how u call it? wads the opposite of promoting? i dun mind if she ms sia scold me. Seriously. she can scold scold scold but Dun demote me PLS PLS. T.T badd mood. feeling damm DOWN DOWN DOWN. i finally understand wat Sarah meant. Sarah Chen mus be going through hard time. But she's changing rite? Interact Club? Right? Wish her luck luck :) okayy i REally no mood for long post. class gathering canceled. hopefully tmr my PPR can cheer me up :)

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Monday, November 13, 2006 ( 7:02 PM )

HAHA. thanks for all the concern shown by u guys! Really grateful :) okayy now. the skin is peeling and new skin is growing :D YEAH! return back to Band tmr. Tis is So EXCiting. Cya soon :D 17 NOV. get BACk PPR. i xpect better results, in fact good. StuDy so hard lorr. gona have long post soon. recently bad mood. tt's y all short short and UNinteresting post. hehe. GOONG time. CYA

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006 ( 3:30 PM )

Nvr go cca today cos of the blisters. wen izit gona recover? see le oso fan2 lor. firstly my skin not very good lar. last time fall down oso take ages to recover. sianz lor. damm worried now! hais. its really sianz u noe. i cant do anything lor. karen jus invited me to swimming. and i say canot. hais. u see! wif tt scalded hand i m a useless freak! again no mood for long post

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Monday, November 06, 2006 ( 10:28 PM )

AHH! blistered hand. damm disgusting okayy. no mood to blog. cya soon. hope can return to band soon. i m scared of not going for cca.

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Friday, November 03, 2006 ( 8:54 PM )

~~CRYING~~ uttterly sad.
SCALD my hand T.T ninety-six degress HOT WATER! today went for class gathering { 1 grace } went east coast [ wuuhuu :)] haha.lol. adrian wong didnt turn up -.- tot he was suppose to come and play wif us ?! nvm. tt's even better:D i mean a lot of ppl nvr go lar.. didnt really manage to bond well..
Things tt happened:
1. try to learn to ride bicycle
2. saw dave tay [ i noe astong gona diao me]
3. scald my hand T.T

i woke up damm early in the morning : 8.05am. EArly rite? i mean i;ve waking up at 10.30/11am recently lar >> i became like half- dead in the morning>> like zombie :( luckily vivian daddy fetch us there if not i surely get lost. u noe? half- awake ppl is still having sweet dreams about goong>> cant think pROperly. YUP. benita was slightly late then she was like: sorrry sorry sooryy! haha. she got so frantic. then vivian sort of 'slept' through the whole ride. reached there like 9.50 + wen it start at 10.30?

OHH. i tell u. they wanted me to provide me a teenage hood wen benita say she got no childhood. cos both of us is like dunoe how ride bicycle and we still rented the bike for $5. sTupid me.i went to insisted tt i wan 4 wheel. haha. i only ride before 4 wheel wen i was like K2. they say canot. then i say 3 wheel oso canot. then they pointed to me tt ang-moh toddler riding wif 3 wheel. FINE. so i went to take the chuanping. the big big 2 wheel bike!i mean they say they will teach us. soo.. okay lor. Brenda claims tt we slow slow learn, after 2 hours sure noe how ride le. in the end? NOT only nvr understand or catch the skill of riding, i ended up bruises [ blue black] all over my bottom ..butt XD ARGH! So pAIN! The bruises seemed to worsened. it werent tt bad jus now. now it hurts even wen i sit down on a chair wifout proper cushion. LUCKILY nvr fall down though but something as bad happen..
LESSON LEARNT: NVR cycle on a bike wif/out proper nice and soft cushion!!

After the wet games, went for a bath. 50cents for the StuPid DirTy DAnGerours toilet -.- 4 person for 2 cubicles. 1 is damm dirty, the other is damm dangerous.. i mean no door only curtain>> so unsafe. no security u noe? went tt STUPID IRRIATING 7-11 for lunch. should have heed benita advice and go for macs then none of this accidents would have happened..

u noe.. cook cup noodle>> of course mus put HOT water rite? so i did. 96 degress burning hot water.then tt STUPID 7-11 shop so small. i wan open my tt ingredinet packet thingy so of course mus put tt cup down. then wen i want to take tt cup outside .. at tt moment, the whole thing toppled on my hand. OUCH! u noe the whole cup of 96 degress HOT WATER?! ouch OUch OUCH man~~ i was damm irriated by tt stupid cup noodle. i refuse to touch one mouthful of it so in the end huier vivian benita finished tt stupid cup noodle. at first i tot nth happened, then i hack care. then suddenly very pain, i ran out for 7-11 to macs. huier tot i was angry. haha.then they dun really dare tok to me. NO lunch for me tt day :( oso good lar. i having protruding stomach soon XD hehe. i seriously need some sliming down.

i stood at macs' toilet, rinse my hand. i couldnt remove my hand from the water or it will pain pain. call mama for help. tears almost spill out my eyes. i stood there like some toot for ages. but nvm with my frameless spec, everything will turn out nice and great. haha :) the solution: ask mac for a cup, filled up wif cold water, dip my hand in.

SOOO.. ah giok went to the man

1. ask for cup [ pathetic small, my hand cant fit in]

2. bigger cup

3. ice [ soothe my hand but ran out fast]

4. more ICE

5. some more ICE

the man mus be irriated wif me. haha. the manager was like staring at me follow me for a while. see wat i do wif the ice. but in the end cant tahan. decided to go 7-11 to buy burn cream. i saw this small figure .. resemble.. joanne tay? i tot my hand burn till my brain got burnt too. i walk walk slow slow, bend my leg, stare and stare and stare. i mean .. how could it be joanne tay?? haha. i must have look like some weirdo. she was riding a bike. " WAA.. even she oso noe how ride bike yet i dunoe?!" then she said hello wave wave hand. okay brain nvr damaged. Dave tay was behind walk walk wif his papa. oh man. so embarrassing. STUPid me ran away, all the way to 7-11. anw, tt cream was out of stock.

in the end cant tahan tt stinging feeling, went home wif vivian who was sunburn so badly, her whole body was pinkish red. saw tt dave tay again. walking 2nd round wif papa? wore a big and baggy red shirt and dark blue 3/4 pants. tt vivian heng nearly embarrassed me. SHOUT my name. then she blamed me of depriving her of seeing shuai ge. walau. haha.

on the bus, keep stretching out my hand under aircon to make my hand feel better and cooler. then the teenage boy keep turning around to see wad i doing as if scared i box him?! vivian told her mom about my scald hand. her mom was like: like tt, the hand nvr rot meh? scare me to death lor!

p.s. i mean not onli dave tay lar. if i see shine zixuan shikai huafei etc i might oso run away. well perhaps after saying hi and a sweet smile. haha. after all i got my frameless now. utterly proud :D hehe. just joking lar